𝐌𝐘 𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐄

𝐟𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐧

it's been a week since we've last talked

you haven't answered my text messages 

you haven't answered any of my calls

i'm starting to get really worried 

then all the negative thoughts started running through my head 

thoughts like this..

'he committed suicide'

'he ran away'

'he cut himself and got sent to the hospital'

stuff like that.. 

thinking about it just made me emotional..

i don't know what i would do if i ever lost you

you are so important to me

your my only happiness in my life 

and i don't ever want to lose that..

you mean too much to me for me to just let you slip away

but

maybe i've already started to let you slip away from me without even knowing 

𝟗:𝟒𝟖