𝐌𝐘 𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐄

𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐲 𝐭𝐰𝐨

it's been over about two months since you got discharged from the hospital

we've made a lot of progress on getting your memory back

but you still don't remember who or what i was to you

it made my insecurities increase

it made me wonder if i wasn't as important to you

maybe i didn't mean much to you

maybe you didn't love me as much as you said you did

but i just pushed them aside and continued to spend time with you 

you started going back to school

you said you we're starting to make friends 

you said their names were 'Hwang Hyunjin, Lee Felix and Kim Seungmin'

you said that hyunjin was really handsome 

if i said i wasn't jealous i would be lying to you

but again i just pushed my feelings down and focused on you 

focus on us in the moment we were sharing together while it lasted 

embracing one another's company

i really missed this

i really missed you 

you have absolutely no idea 

if only it could have lasted forever.

𝟏𝟏:𝟏𝟗