i finally got a call from you
i was so happy that you finally called me back..
but.. it wasn't you
it was your sister
she called to let me know that you tried to commit and got sent to the hospital
i didn't know what to do..
i felt like my world just stopped
i began balling my eyes out when your sister said it's been two weeks and you still haven't woken up yet, and that the doctors don't know when you would wake up
i was so scared of losing you
you have no idea
i felt like i failed you as a boyfriend
i felt like i didn't protect you enough from the horrible things in this world
i felt like i didn't give you all the happiness you deserve
i felt like i could have prevented this from happening
i felt like i could have been there for you
i just don't want to lose you..
i'd rather lose me than lose you
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Fanfiction"you'll never know dear, how much i love you, please don't take my sunshine away"