𝐌𝐘 𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐄

𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐲 𝐟𝐢𝐯𝐞

today me and my friend chan hung out today 

we went to the amusement park

he tried to get me to go on this really scary roller coaster

he knew i was terrified of heights but yet i still agreed to it 

he held my hand the whole time we were there 

i turned on my phone and saw that you had texted me 

21 messages from 'my sunshine☀💗'

13 missed calls from 'my sunshine☀💗'

chan pointed to a roller coaster he wanted to go on and dragged me towards it

so i couldn't reply to your messages

i felt bad but i soon forgot about it since my mind was clogged with the ride chan and i were about to go on

chan and i had spent the whole day at the amusement park

so we decided to rent a hotel room for the night since it was late into the night 

i don't know what it was but when chan was with my i felt something i haven't felt in a really long time

this feeling was nostalgic 

it was a pleasant feeling

but i knew i couldn't think much of it

because i have jisung 

and i can't be with chan

 because i can't leave my little sunshine alone...

or could i?

 𝟏:𝟎𝟑