Until the Day I'm Not

But it Burns

I want more
But you always swear it hurts
But it's part of my life
Even though you feel it burn?
It's what I've chosen
Do you like feeling broken?
Take it all away from me
Are you ready to feel human now
I no longer even know how
A miracle is what you desperately need
Teach me

Baby it burns
But you'll feel so much better boo
It makes my head and stomach turn
I'm doing this because I love you
I can't feel my lungs
Shh Breathe deep my baby bun
I need to get out of here
Do you want another one?
Maybe just one more
That's my girl, keep going

To need it once and need it again
To forget the beginning and evade the end
To never breathe without the blow
And only inhale when it's a hit of smoke
I'm deep within I can't get out
Eyes too cloudy to see the right route
One more one more again and again
Get my fix and leave my life
Far too gone to make it right
I feel it now the end is near
It's another hit and my eyes aren't clear
My head begins throbbing
And the burn isn't stopping
Take it back take it back
Everything I once knew good now is bad
Poor mistakes seem to block my path
I take one step forward and seven more back
Please release me from my chains
It's me it's me it's me I blame
I've imprisoned my health
And I'll rot in myself