The apology!

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I opened the letter and started to read.

My Dearest most beloved princess

By the time you get this im already at the airport getting ready to leave for Europe, im so so so very sorry i didn't tell you about it before, but i just didn't knew how to. Im not very good with words and i knew that no matter what you would be sad and cry, and can't take that, especially when it's my fault. Im not good at goodbyes and i knew that if i stayed any longer that day and you would have asked me to stay i would. Im so in love with you and i can't imagine my life without you in it, but i hurted you deeply and there for i don't deserve your love at all. Im going to Europe for a while, to straighten up my life. Im not good for you i any way, i can't control things like you do, you are the most awsome girl i have ever met, you're cool, sweet, beautyful, sexy, funny and you got control of you life in so many ways, and i can't follow you on that note. Im just a boy that is lost in so so so many ways and i feel like im diggin a bigger hole that i can't get out of with every breath i take, so this is for the best for both of us even though it is killing me.

But one thing i know for sure is you deserve happiness, even if it is not with me, so go out and live your life to the fullest like i know you can, meet new people and make great memories. You deserve the world falling at you feet, and i feel like im ruining it for you.

You can open the little black box now!

I reached out an took it, i opened it and saw the silver necklace with the blue stone i admirred i the jewelry shop the day we went christmas shopping. I sit and stare at it for about 5 min, and the i continued reading the letter.

I bought it for you the day after you saw it in the window, i could see the look in your eyes. Oh how i miss those beautyful eyes, i think the necklace will fit perfect at you, a beautiful stone for a beautiful girl, the colour is matching your eyes perfectly. I am really gonna miss you and i hope we can talk soon, but if you don't want to i totally understand. Take care my beautyful princess and remember to always smile.

I will love you forever and always

Hugs, Kisses and love

B

I closed the letter holding it close to my heart and started to cry "I love this gift and i love the letter" i whispered to myself, "i-i have to do something, he can't leave, i love him with all my heart even though he never asked me to be his girlfriend, i want to be it" i said to myself out loud. I got up found my phone and looked through Instagram to his profile to see if he posted anything about where he was going.

He did, a picture from the airport with the hashtags #travel #plane #brokenheart #lonely #france, and a caption saying :Europe here i come, bonjour France.

I quickly raced to the bedroom an packed a suitcase, put on some cloth and found my ticket i got from my parents, grabbed my phone and was out the door, i felt my neck, SHIT! i forgot the necklace, i ran back in and put in on and got to the elevator. Got out on the street and found a cab "to the airport" i said in a high pitched voice, the driver nodded, as he drove i tried to text Bryan

From princess

Hey Hero

wait for me, i will be there shortly

I love you and dont wan't anyone else but you.

Please answer me

Kisses

The message was undelivered, but i kept on sending it, i tried calling him but it went straight to voicemail, oh no he must already be on the plane, i jumped on insta again, he posted a picture of him on the plane and a caption: see you soon paris.

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