Why You?

Part 12

The next day me and Dylan walked into school together. When I saw Holden I almost died from shock.

There was Noah's mark on his shoulder. I didn't even wanna think about what happened but my mind already went there.

THEY HAD SEX! Oh my gosh after the first day. Is that what Dylan wanted? am I being a bad mate for not wanting it yet.

I shook my head. No, we had a nice night yesterday. I smiled on the outside but the thoughts still lingered in the back of my mind.
Dylan kissed my forehead and walked into his classroom.

I walked up to Holden and Noah.

"Hey Holden, Noah, I see you guys had a nice night last night" I called.

Holden blushed red.  "Shut up Connor" he said as he walked over.

I wiggled my eye brows at him while we walked.

"Bye babe this is my class" Noah said as he gave Holden a kiss goodbye.

Someone muttered something about being gay and stupid.

"Hey what did you say?" Noah said getting mad. And you do not wanna be at the brunt of a mad alpha. The pack member was shaking in his boots.

"N-nothing" he answered

"Good" then Noah gave another kiss to Holden shot daggers at the homophobic kid then walked to his classes.

"So...Holden...how was your night last night"

"...it was nice" Holden answered looking down.

"Oh I bet it was better than just nice" I said wiggling my eyebrows.

"Alright fine it was amazing, I know I may be sounding like a girl right now but I do not care, I can't even explain to you how it felt"

I cringed as he said that.  "I don't think I really wanna know any details anyway"

He laughed "good cause I didn't really wanna explain it either, but in all seriousness I really do like him and he was so nice and just exactly what I wanted"

I smiled at him. They really did match. I was really happy for them but there was also a little sadness what came so easily to them was hard for me and Dylan.

Like damn I've known he was my mate for awhile now and we've only kissed a few times. Holden and Noah already completed the mating ritual.

"Hey Connor you okay man?" Holden asks me worriedly. I was so lost in my thoughts I didn't realize we were already at our class.

"Haha yeah I'm all good just dazed off for a second there" I have him a thin lipped smile.

He didn't look convinced but nodded nonetheless knowing he wouldn't get the truth out of me.

The rest of the day sort of blurred by let me tell you that Noah loved PDA more than anyone I've ever met. I think he really liked showing Holden off it was so funny to see Holden blushing while Noah stands above him showing his pack mates his new mate.

When I got home my thoughts started to take over again. I went up to my room and just laid in bed thinking about it.

"Connor sweetie?" My mom said knocking on my door "The alphas son is here to see you"

"Just call me Dylan ma'am" I heard Dylan's voice through the door.

I open up my door for him.

"Aright you two I have some shopping to do so I'll see you in a few hours for dinner love you Connor"

I roll my eyes "love you too mom"

I turn to Dylan "so... um what brings you here?"

He scratches the back of his head "well I sorta kinda felt you were off today in school and I was worried about you"

I was taken aback by how he read me. Was I that obvious?

"Yes you were definitely that obvious" he said to me

"W-what ho-how'd you know what I was thinking"

"I just can," he went over to the bed and patted the seat next to him "now tell me what's wrong"

I cautiously say next to him. As soon as I sat down he put his arms around me and pulled me into a hug.

I breathed into his scent and thought why not tell him it could get it off my mind...but how will he react? Before my brain could go in that direction anymore I blurt it out.

"Noah and Holden mated"

His arms went a little limp as I said that.

"Oh not not like that!" I said shaking my hands.

He tilted his head confused.

"They've found each other yesterday for gods sake!" I buried my head into his chest, "They've already mated, Isn't that what you wanted? am I not being a good mate because I don't want to have sex with you? What if you leave me because of that? I don't think I could my mate rejecting me."

He was silent for awhile. Then he grabbed my shoulders and pulled my face close to his.

"Listen. And listen very well. I. Love. You. Okay? I have for a very very long time now. I absolutely know that you are not ready to have sex with me yet and carry my mark and that is absolutely fine." Then he laughed a little bit.

"What?" I asked him very curious as to why he was laughing.

"I'm sorry I really am, but I can't tell you how happy I am to hear you say that now that I think about it"

I raised my eyebrows still confused.

"I was so worried that you would reject me! And here you are thinking that I. The person who had a crush on you for years but bullied you anyway would reject you the person who I wished could be my mate is just laughable to me"

I looked up at him dumb founded.

"Gosh we're both a bunch of idiots aren't we" I say cracking a small smile.

"Yeah but we're each others idiots aren't we" he put his preheat and nose against mine.

"Oh definitely"

I leaned forward and poured all of my emotions into the kiss. We stayed in bed just hugging each other until my mom got home.

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