obey me angst (closed booklet)

belphegors angst

Lesson 16 spoilers ahead, if your not looking to spoil any part please don't read forward. Otherwise I have no power to stop you, enjoy the story

He stood there looking at everyone crying and trying to keep y/n awake, he listened to everyone yell at him for hurting y/n. He would never hurt them, why was everyone yelling at him and telling him to stay away from y/n. What did he do wrong? Beel was mad at him Mammon was crying and holding y/n tight to his chest, asmo was having a breakdown, Satan was looking through his book for any spell to heal y/n, Levi had no idea how to react and Lucifer was enraged with belphie. He asked what happened only to get yelled at by almost everyone that he should know since he was the one who did it. He was shocked at the words, he wouldn't dream of hurting y/n, he loved y/n with all his heart. He wanted them to be lying, he really did but then he remembered he really did hurt y/n before. When they let him out of the attic, when they had helped him. He took advantage of y/n and then killed them. He thought he was a monster, he killed the only person that loved him then. Y/n walked down the stairs crying and just pointed at him
"Monster!"
He teared up at the words, his beloved y/n, who had set him free and still loved him. They said the last thing he wanted to hear, he knew that y/n was right. He was a monster, he killed them without a second thought.

Then he sat up quickly, tears running down his face. Y/n asleep beside him peaceful and happy, they were married. He sighed and covered his face with a pillow, he knew it was in the past but it still haunted his dreams and every waking hour of his life. He'd never forgive the fact he killed
Y/n, his beloved wife and devoted partner. As long as y/n was safe he felt happy. But in his dreams y/n couldn't hug and comfert him, all he saw every night was their dead corpse in mammons arms and everyone crying or trying to save y/n from death. The words he'd never want to hear from y/n repeated in his head
"Monster. Monster. Monster. Monster."
He repeated the words from his dream upset he hurt y/n, even if it was in the past. Atleast y/n wouldn't leave him again, he layed back down and hugged y/n tight, he wasn't going to let go. He fell asleep final