𝗜𝗻𝗱𝗼𝗼𝗿 𝗴𝗶𝗿𝗹 || 𝖪𝖳𝖧 ✔

; chapter 8

+ ° . * ♡ Taehyung's POV ♡ * . ° +

"bye!" I saying goodbye to Y/N after visiting her, walking my way to my house.

I opened the door entrance and stepped in.

"where have you been? It's late now" My mom ask, suddenly come from nowhere that had me startled.

"oh my god, mom... You shouldn't have startled me like that" I said, sighing in relieve.

"I'm sorry. I just want to ask where have you been" she said, repeating the same question.

"I'm back from my friend's house" I said, attempted to act cool from telling her that I actually from Y/N's house.

"who?" she ask again.

"one of my football team for football match discussion on next two months" I said coolly while smiling warmly.

She smile back. I guess she's fall for my lies. "alright. Do you want anything?" she ask.

"No thanks. I've eat at my friend's~" I said, giving my boxy smile to her that make her smile forming even more in sweet way.

Aww... My mom look so beautiful by smiling like that...

"okay then but if you want anything to eat, there's a leftover in the fridge" she said.

"Alright" I said, still smiling at her.

"Go to bed. It's late now" she said while ruffling my hair before heading to her bedroom.

I sigh in relief. "that was close..." I breath out as I walking to my room.

I locked the door, changed my clothes into pajamas then lay down on the bed, move my hands to the back and resting my head on my palms.

I stared up to the ceiling, thinking about Y/N.

We literally telling our awful life story and about our suicide disorder 3 days ago. It was quiet dark yet our life story was actually meaningful to us since our life was quiet similar.

Her parents was totally ridiculous. Thinking negatively about people and maybe about me too if they find out about her friendship with me.

Now, Y/N telling me of how different her parents act recently, making her heart ached very bad.

Y/N missed their old version but they just keep on acting harsh and heartlessly to her, not the one Y/N used to see the loving and funny side of her parents.

Y/N even started to blaming herself of being a useless child when she actually not. Her parents raised her very well and turning her into a useful and independent daughter as her growing up so she don't have any point to make her blaming herself for being a useless child.

She has being taught so well of being the great child even though she's not schooling and not having a social life but sadly, turned out their parents is the one being like a useless parents of Y/N's.

She's not strong enough to facing her life problem that will haunt her in the mind, make she had suicide thought creeping in her head.

I didn't said she isn't strong. She is so strong but she just need someone to have her back always. And thereby, I'll have her back no matter what, as long as I can.

I'm promise to myself that I'll let her out from her live of being trapped by her parents and let me show her around the world like she dreamed to.

Whenever I had a random thought about her, a smile slowly appear on my lips.

There's a secret she still didn't know yet. It's my feeling that I've been keeping for her. Honestly, I've been fall for her since the day we met or I could say that I actually fall at first sight.