Love You More (Eminem Fanfiction)

15: I Cheated & I'm Back Again.

- Marshalls POV: -

I wake up to Lily passed out in my arms now. Damn we shifted a lot.

I look over at her digital alarm clock. "Fucking shit!" I whisper aggressively but still quiet.

12:26pm.

Do I wake her? Why did we sleep in so late? How? We didn't stay up that late did we?

I slowly start to get up and take her off of me, not to wake her, and look for my shirt when I realize, "Motherfucker," I sigh. She has my shirt on. I gotta wake her. "Yo," I say quietly as I shake her arm a bit.

"Mmh," She groans as she turns over so her back is facing the ceiling with her face buried into her pillows.

Her- I mean my shirt lifts up and I see her ass. I stare at it for a few seconds but shake my thoughts. She has such a good ass though.

"Jesus fuckin' Christ. Lily!" I say shaking her again. Nothing. I smack her naked ass and she pulls the shirt down so it's covering her ass. "Get the fuck up!" I say as I start to chuckle.

"No." She mumbles dryly. Someone's not a morning person I guess.

"It is twelve in the afternoon Lily. Get up! I gotta get home. And you are wearing my shirt. Gimme ma shirt!" I tell her. Still nothing. "If my wife is home she is going to kill me you know."

Her head finally bursts up and she flips over to look at me. "Shit your wife!" She says alarmed.

"Yeah. And, my shirt!" I say again.

She gets up to go to the closet to grab her clothes and then bathroom to change. "Yo what're you doing?" I say.

"Going to the bathroom so I can get changed?"

"Ain't nothing I never seen before." I say perverted while smirking.

She blushes and goes to the washroom. She comes back out and tosses me my shirt while fully clothed.

"I think I liked you better naked.." I say to embarrass her.

"You're such a perv!" She giggles and I laugh along.

I put on my shirt and, "I already knew that duh! Aight I'm headin' home." I say and walk out her room after she says goodbye.

When I drive onto my street I stop rapping along to the N.W.A. CD playing and feel my chest tighten. If Kim is home I'm done for.

Why did I cheat? And why don't I regret it? And what is it about Lily that makes me wanna keep going back?

I head to my place and as I pull up, with my great luck, I see Kims car parked in the driveway.

"How fan-fucking-tastic!" I mumble sarcastically to myself. "Shit!" I say as I smell my shirt. Hell, my shirt smells like Lily! Please tell me I still got that cologne in here and I didn't take it inside.

Oh fuck. It's gone. I am so fucked. Crazy cheating bitch is gonna slit my throat.

I walk inside and see my daughter, Hailie watching cartoons.

"Hey baby," I say, kissing her forehead.

"Daddy! Where were you?"

Shit. "Daddy was at Uncle DeShauns, I had a sleepover. Where were you last night?"

"Grandmas. We watched cartoons together all night! Well, 'till bedtime." She says excitedly. "Mommy was at aunties for the night."

My ass.

I nod and sit beside her on the couch and watch cartoons. 5 minutes later I ask where Kim is and Hailie says she's in the shower.

"Marshall," Kim says a bit aggressively but not too aggressive since... Hailie.

I look at her and get up. I walk towards her and we go to our room and close our door.

"Where the fuck were you?" Kim asks quietly.

"DeShauns, I stayed the night. Where the fuck was you?"

"Yeah, let's say that. 'You were at DeShauns'." She says sarcastically.

"I fucking was! Answer my question, where the fuck was you?"

"I was at my sisters! You should know I go there more often by now!"

"You went to your sisters? Really? So you happen to sneak in our room at 5am every now and then because you were at your sisters?"

"Why are you accusing me of cheating? I like to check on my goddamn family! You're the one who went out cheating with some slut again! You're the one who went out cheating back in-"

"Yeah bitch! Mention the one time thing I did years ago! Bring some shit up that happened years ago. Not now. Years ago! Thought we were past that bullshit too! You're the one who has been cheating all goddamn year!" I cut her off.

"Oh fuck you!" She says and pushes me. I don't push back. Never have.

"Yeah I cheated years ago but I've been pretty fuckin' loyal since then." Lily is the first one I've cheated on Kim with since like, 8 years ago. I know she cheats!

And she hits me. I never hit her back in my life and don't plan on ever doin' it! Why do I stay with Kim and why do I love her so much?

We keep fighting but not loud so Hailie can't hear.

"What the fuck Marshall?" Kim asks.

"What now?"

"You really didn't think I'd notice?" She laughs annoyed. "You smell like some bitch and not like yourself!"

Oh shit, why did I remove that cologne from my car? "You're probably smelling yourself bitch!" I snap back.

"Nah, that's some bitch! Where were you last night?"

"Yeah, fine. I was at a bitches house and the sex was real fucking good! You can't say much though as you have been cheating for awhile now!" I say without thinking. She slaps me in the face. "Fuck off me whore!" I say and go to leave the room when I hear her say we're done. I roll my eyes and kiss Hailie goodbye and get in my car.

I'll be back of course. Just pissed right now and can't be around her at the moment.

What do I do now? DeShauns. I drive over to DeShauns place but see him get out of his car with a girl.

"Fuck!" I say as I hit the steering wheel.

I sit in the car for a few more minutes and without thinking I start driving again. I'm not even paying attention to what I'm doing and I don't realize where I am 'till I'm inside Lilys parking lot. What brings me back here?

I rest my head on my steering wheel thinking if I should go inside. I hesitantly turn off my car and get out.

What am I doing? Fuck it, I already burnt the loyalty I've had for 8 years to the fucking ground and Kim definitely ain't a saint or nothing.

I walk up to her door and take a minute to think this through. My need for her is so strong. I wanna fuck her so bad.

I knock on her door and she opens it.

"Oh, Marshall. What are you doing here?" She answers surprised.

I say nothing and walk past her to inside her apartment. It's a really nice apartment too. I close the door and grab her waist, walking her to her bedroom.

Next thing I know we're ripping each others clothes off and I'm pushing her in doggy style and thrusting into her hard and repeatedly giving her no mercy at all. I'm spanking her and gripping her waist, leaving marks on her for sure. She's screaming my name and shaking uncontrollably, gripping the sheets with her knees buckling. We cum at the same time and I flop down beside her as she lays on my chest.

aight i took a tiny bit longer to update but here:)

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