Ever fell in love with the wrong person at the wrong time for the absolutely wrong reasons? Wanting them to help you? Needing this person in your life so bad that you would do anything to keep them?
Being in love with the wrong person can be destr...
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Ocean House
I don't think either of us got any real sleep the last few nights. I could tell she has been in her own head, about things. She seems different. I be wanting to ask her what's wrong with her. Sometimes she won't say, hell most of the time she won't say.
Then there is that five percent of Ocean that I get which I love, but I don't think we should be together. I can see she is trying to change, but neither of us is good for the other. I'm scared to tell her that I think we should not date, at least for right now.
I got somethings I am not okay with myself that I should be speaking to someone about. Being with her is just too dangerous and not healthy at all, for either of us.
"Good morning" Ocean said as I sat up she was standing there with a plate of food.
"Smells delicious" I smiled.
"Yeah, I couldn't sleep so, I just been up cleaning then I saw what time it was a figured you'd be up to eat in a minute" she stated as I took the plate from her; she just smiled.
"Well thank you" I said. "You okay?" I asked her.
"No, but I can tell you want to talk. So, what's up?" She asked and sat in her chair by her dresser.
"Nothing really" I said.
"Jade just talk" she smiled laughing.
"I don't think we should be together for right now."
She just looked at me, like she was confused.
"Like not dating in a relationship" I added.
"Yeah, I got it the first time. I understand, I get it" she stood up, and I moved backwards on the bed, because I didn't know what to expect.
"You can finish your food, and pack your things up. Do you want me to take you to Ali place? Or I could by you a ticket back home?" She asked.
"I uh..no question as to why?" I asked.
"For what? I know what kind of person I am, and what I deserve. You also know what you deserve, and it's a lot better than me. I do thank you for loving me, because no one has like that ever" she said. "I'm grateful for that, truly I am Jayden" she half smiled and turned away from me.
"Wait, so... just like that you don't fight me or anything?" I said sitting her plate down.
"I am not going to fight you for anything, this is what you want and I want to give you that. I am sorry for hurting you, I just hope the next women you get with definitely treats you how she should" she smiled back at me.
