Doah : making memories

LA to AZ

Charli: I was so worried about Dixie, when we got home our parents were packing to go back to LA and we told Noah he'd have to stay in the spare room.

Noah: I didn't sleep last night, I woke up only to realise Dixie wasn't by my side.

Dixie: I woke up at the airport (my mum had carried me there) tears still streaming down my face and my nose blocked up from so much crying. I officially decided I'd text Noah. Tell him everything.

Noah, I- I'm sorry. You have done nothing wrong. At all. This is all my fault- again. Don't worry though I won't make you suffer any longer. From today we are no longer together. You don't need me. And no I won't tell you where to find me. I'm staying somewhere for a while, you can keep the house I have enough to pay both rents. Find someone else Noah, who can treat you right- and give you all the love you deserve.

The time I have been with you has been the best time. We have had so much fun. Thank you for making me so happy Noah, you have the kindest soul I'm sorry I have let you down yet again. I want you to know that there's so so much love between us but I just haven't been the best girlfriend have I. I love you so so much Noah and I'll see you when I see you I guess.

Oh, ps I booked you an Uber to the airport , Once again thank you for everything.

Lots of love your ex

Dixie x

Dixie: I had my finger hovered over the send button for a while but I finally decided to send it. Once again a flood of tears started coming out of my eyes and I sat and cried and cried.

Charli: dix, tell me everything.

Dixie: I'm such a disappointment Charli.

Charli: everyone makes mistakes dix. It's part of life hey (holds her hand) no judgement here.

Dixie: okay, fine. last night at the party Noah introduced me to his friends, and one particular boy just kept staring at me and I was really uncomfortable. I turned around for one second to look for Noah and he placed his hand on my thigh and tried to-

Charli: WHAT THE FUCK. That shit is not okay.

Dixie: lemme finish.

He tried to unbutton my bra. He pulled me in and kissed me- I kinda had no choice but to kiss him back. I immediately regretted it hence why I was so upset with myself. Noah deserves better.

Charli: you and Noah are meant for eachother dix.

Dixie: I know, and I love him but I let him down and I know it.

Charli: just give it time dix.

Dixie: yeah maybe your right.

——Noahs pov——-

*PING*

Dixie.

Noah: after reading the message dix sent I realised how much love I had and still do have for her. I sat, looking out the window onto the lake and sobbed, I still didn't understand-

——-Dixies pov——-

Dixie: looking out the airplane window I was constantly reminded of Noah. I hoped he was okay but I knew he'd be better off without me.

*YOU HAVE ARRIVED AT LAX*

Dixie: as soon as I heard the announcement I got of the plane and said goodbye to my family.

Heidi: Dixie. It's going to be alright okay. Please try and sort things with Noah though.

Dixie: I'll try.

Dixie: when my family had left something clicked. I loved Noah, and he loved me. I needed to gain my trust back with him and I couldn't just leave him.

Dixie: I pulled out my phone and messaged him.

Noah, where are you we need to talk ASAP please reply I'll explain everything later.

——-Noah's pov——-

*PING*

Dixie.

Noah: my face lit up when I saw her name but I remembered- she might be right I don't know if she is right for me.

Hey Dixie. I'm going back to AZ to see family. Don't come tho. Please.

Noah: I hesitated to send, I wanted to put '<3' like I always do but it just seemed wrong so I sent it anyway.

Dixie: I ran into the airport as fast as I could and noticed there was a flight to AZ in 20 minutes, without hesitation I sprinted to the ticket office and bought myself a economy ticket.

—— Noah's pov——-

Noah: I arrived in AZ and told my parents everything.

Tatum: but Noah you guys are perfect.

Noah: yeah not anymore, clearly.

Noah's mum: leave him alone Tatum I think he just needs time.

(Tatum hugs Noah and he goes up to his room)

——Dixies pov——-

Dixie: my plane was departing in 10 minutes so I took a big deep breath and phoned Noah's mum.

Noah's mum: Dixie? Oh?

——Noahs pov—-

Noah: laying in my bed I heard talking downstairs, then I heard the name 'Dixie' and my heart sank, yet again.

End of Noah's pov.

Dixie: yeah, it's me. I understand Noah is mad at me and it's okay, but I really really need to talk to him.

Noah's mom: sure?!

Noah's mom: he's really really upset though so you might wanna approach with caution.

Dixie: oh? Yeah he has the right to be mad.

Noah's mom: well I'll see you in a bit

Dixie: wait! One more thing..

Noah's mom: sure.

Dixie: don't tell him your expecting me.

Noah's mom: yea-

Dixie: oops. (She laughs) sorry Mrs beck.

——-Noah's pov——-

Noah: I decided to do some gaming with the boys because I needed something to take my mind off everything.

Noah: everyone was on apart from my number 1 bestie Jordan, strange.

Noah: I messaged him.

Hey Jordan man, where are you were all playing cod. Cmon join puss.

Noah: no reply- strange.

At this point I heard a knock at the door- I ingnored it.

Dixie: um- hey Mrs beck, sorry mind if I come in?

Noah's mom: I mean yeah- make yourself at home.

Dixie: hi Tatum! Where's Noah.

Tatum: upstairs, he's really really upset.

Dixie: I was terrified to tell Noah. But he needed to know so we could fix this.

Dixie: I prepped myself to knock on his door, then I did it.