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  • ouija ; phan
    111K 9.2K 35

    "Phil, let's play a game called ouija. "

  • The Lonely Prince || Phan
    219K 11.2K 21

    Phil Lester hasn't had the best past. He was bullied and tormented because of his sexuality and had no friends for a long time. He then moved to London where he met Chris and PJ who help get his life back on track again. Suddenly he's under a spell when 'The Lonely Prince' - Dan Howell walks into the room and smiles...

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  • Alive (Phan)
    613K 34.3K 31

    Dan Howell is invisible. That's all he knows how to be. Terrified of standing out, he is happy going unnoticed by his peers, finding company in only the old rock and roll songs on his iPod. But Dan's life is turned upside-down when a boy in his drama class takes him under his wing, introducing him to a world of excite...

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  • Soliloquy (A Phan fiction)
    19.4K 633 9

    (TRIGGER WARNINGS: Suicide references, drug use, sexual content, rape) Phil Lester is a mess. At 19, he's already done things most people would never normally consider. He juggles his day job as a barista with his night job as a male prostitute. Dan Howell, a homeschooled 15-year-old, accidentally catches Phil's ey...

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  • Not On Fire (Phan AU)
    348K 16.3K 39

    In which Dan's an arsonist and Louise thinks he needs more friends.

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  • Still Trying [phan/boyxboy]
    2.6K 207 13

    He always felt like nothing. Just another person among seven billion others. "I am useless. The world would be better without me." He felt as unique as a tree - seen everyday, gone everyday. "I'm just another burden; the difference in society, the thing that makes it unbalanced. Why would you stay with me?" "Because...

  • The Black Parade ➸ Phan
    37.5K 3.6K 8

    ❝I wish I could have told you that, Dan.❞ - Phil Lester grew up. Dan Howell didn't have the chance to, well, in Phil's eyes, anyway. Phil finds himself with a lot of time alone, and so he sits down with a pen and caramel macchiato and reminisces on days on the Manchester Eye, the sofa at Starbucks and walks through ab...

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  • The Pianist and the Artist ~Phan~
    70.6K 3.9K 11

    Dan the pianist and Phil the artist are neighbor who meet and quickly become friends. Together they figure out their careers and lots of fluffy, cute phan.

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  • Star Gazing (Phanfiction)
    113K 6.1K 57

    ((Spoilers are bad mmkay)) ((Possible TW))

  • It's Actually Kind of Funny(Phan)
    115K 5.1K 20

    15 year old Daniel Howell has terrible friends, a huge crush on his best friend's boyfriend, tons of pressure from school and his parents, and to sum it all up he also has chronic depression. While planning on ending his life, he accidentally enters himself to a psychiatric hospital. During his stay at The Priory Hosp...

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  • Beautiful Phan
    38.7K 1.6K 8

    A fanfiction about Phan - When Dan makes a rash decision to commit suicide, and fails, Phil has to rush back from his holiday to see him, and most importantly, to find out why. But with Dan withholding information as to why he did it, and Phil trying desperately to make something of his life - will they ever discover...

  • Death Note || Phan
    53K 3.9K 19

    Death Note with a twist. Imagine if the Death Note had fallen into the UK and was picked up by a certain British boy. Well now it's here, with Dan and Phil playing the lead roles - L and Light. (It's going to be a little different to the original - I don't want to make it exactly the same. I do not own Death Note or D...

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  • Take me to church (Book 1)
    804K 46.2K 61

    A boy raised around religion and the discounts for sin, Phil Lester is definitely not one to go around looking for trouble. With his father being the vicar of their local church, Phil has a lot to live up to and has to keep his reputation high if he's to be accepted. He doesn't do parties or drinking; the thought of...

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  • Phan oneshot collection
    1.2M 33.5K 40

    All the oneshots I write which you should 100% read as they're what I'm best at

  • If I Knew Then (Phan)
    617K 23.7K 32

    **Trigger Warning: Self Harm, Abuse, Alcoholism** Dan Howell and Phil Lester never got along. Mostly because Dan took out his horrid home life on the people at school and Phil happened to be an easy target. But when things take a turn for the worse in both of their lives, they're forced to get to know each...

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  • blurry face - phan
    2.3M 152K 46

    " my name's blurry face and I care what you think. " Dan Howell has an unknown condition where he cannot see faces - no matter what he wears or does - they are always a blur. The doctors nicknamed it 'blurry face', and there's absolutely nothing they can do about it; Dan will have to live without faces. That is, unti...

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  • Human. || phan
    1.6K 158 5

    "Some people spend their whole lives looking for someone to live for. Someone that would make them feel alive, make them enjoy life and make them see the light even in the darkest of days. Someone that would rescue them from the dark pit they call their lives. I never wanted to be like that. I wanted to be the hero of...

  • Out Of Reach [ Phanfiction ]
    49.6K 1.7K 11

    Dan is an ordinary student. He definitely is straight, at least, that was what he thought before a new student joined his school: Philip Lester. What he did not realize, was that good things always come at a cost. A Phanfiction (contains some smut) Word count: roughly 700 to 1100 words per chapter.

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  • Useless (phanfiction)
    146K 5.5K 47

    "You don't always have to be brave." Phil struggles with self harm, depression and is bullied at school. The only person who knows is Dan Howell. But they aren't exactly 'friends'... God knows he could use a friend right now..... ~concept~ 1-24 ~ 2009 phan 25-40 ~ 2012 phan 40-50 ~ 2015 phan //TRIGGER WARNING//MENTIO...

  • Messages (Phan fiction)
    1.2M 43.4K 16

    Phil starts getting cute, little messages from a secret admirer and gradually feels himself falling more and more in love with the boy. But can you really like someone you've never seen before? And what will happen when Phil finds out the real identity of his admirer?

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  • Goodbye Internet
    2.4K 103 5

    This is my first fanfiction so please be nice!! This is a short, fluffy/sad phanfic based off a tumblr post I saw once. I'm hoping this hasn't already been done but I'll soon find out! I'm not giving anything away here so you've gotta go read the fic! ✖️Kaitlynn✖️

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  • Greatest Phanfic Of All Time
    4.4K 192 1

    clearly the best phanfic ever

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  • Regrets. [Phan fic.]
    1.7K 22 3

    I stuck my hand out to my best friend, my lover. "p..Phil, please, don't. i-i need you here, more than you think.." I sobbed, my eyes glazing over with tears. Phil frowned softly, beginning to push his feet off the edge. "Phil, please!" I cried, trying my hardest to climb over the fence. "I..I can't lose you!" Phil lo...

  • Dreaming of you
    689 28 4

    Not every story has a happy ending... UPDATE: This story has been unfortunately...*ahem*...abandoned (BUT there is, an albeit shitty, ending that I wrote out of guilt), but I MAY come back to this fic and add some random fluff. I'm sorry to everyone who wanted a good, long story, but I'm a serious procrastinator (lear...

  • Demons (phan)
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    Dan was just another boy- one kicked out by his parents for being gay. Phil was just another boy- one who relied on his parents to be his only friends. When Dan is somehow met with Phil through money, he isn't sure how he feels. Will he fall in love with the boy with the black hair? Or will he pretend, for the money o...

  • Resistance
    161K 9.2K 22

    Cover not made by me. All credit goes to http://kaleidanscope.tumblr.com/ Co-written with: insertyoutuberquotehere Summary: Dan moved up to Manchester after his already successful parents got a promotion and moved to be closer to work. Dan is lonely seeing as his parents are always too busy for him. Since birth, he’s...

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