John's football coach and principal heavily "encourage" him to quit football to rather join the theatre program after an incident that nearly ended his life. Struggling with complex post-traumatic stress disorder on top of the general teenage anxieties, John must find a way to not only cope with the factors that nearly drove him to an early grave, but with a new complication in his life - Alexander Hamilton. His crush induces more self-disgust and the roles they play in this year's school production don't help his troubles one bit. TW for suicide mentions, religious trauma, homophobia, and conversion therapy.