Roman has bad luck when it comes to love. With his first serious boyfriend rejecting his identity, and the second rejecting him in general, he has the bad habit of sticking around until it's much too late to split up naturally and safely. He thinks the third time is the charm when he meets three boyfriends and falls in love almost immediately. But his bad luck comes to light once again when one of them becomes another person when they're alone. He hides it, terrified of losing the other two people in the relationship. Will he manage to find a way out, or will he just get pulled deeper into a toxic relationship he never wanted? Heyyyy so I KNOW I still haven't finished 'Loved and Lost' which is because I was writing it as I posted - which was stupid of me because I know that always causes problems. but I have this fic ENTIRELY finished, so updates should be fairly regular! I still plan on finishing Loved and Lost, but it may be a while. This is the first of two books, the second of which I'm still working on. However, this story deals with abusive/toxic relationships, rape/coerced consent, self-harm, and a lot of stuff like that. Also, Unsympathetic Patton(morality) is a HUGE theme in this as he is the main antagonist. Please stay safe, I don't want anyone reading this to be hurt or triggered by its content! Thanks for reading it! -Coby <3