Lunar Rising

Something so primal as a mating pull... Something so... strong; natural even... why him? why would the other half paired to my soul be so filled with hatred and malice? how could I be expected or even expect myself to love something so dangerous and mean? But everything inside me pulls for him. wants him. more than anything I've ever wanted in my entire existence. Even still, I despise him... I despise this brutal, harsh, cold,
and beautiful man. Besides the hope, attraction, and other mixed up feelings I don't understand, There is one emotion that battles inside me...lust.