I'm a pretty sad guy. In public I wear a big goofy grin but on the inside I'm pretty sad. I don't know why, and that's what I'm trying to figure out. I've felt this way for a very long time, as long as I can remember actually. This is my attempt to dig into the depths of my mind to discover why I'm sad and see what I can do about it. If that interests you read on. If not, whatever I'm already sad so this won't make a difference.