[THIS IS A FINISHED STORY :3] Austin Carlile has been best friends with Alan Ashby his entire life. When his mom died when he was 13 years old, he became straight up depressed. The only thing that keeps him going is Alan, and his other friends Tino, and Aaron. Now starting his junior year at Shady Glade high school, he's battling self harm, bullies, and his eternal longing for Alan. When his chance to be with Alan is threatened by the new guy, Phil, will he be able to tell Alan the truth? (WARNING: BxB, if you don't like it, please don't read it)