Keepfighting Stories

We often spend our lives performing. We rehearse our smiles in the mirror, curate our personalities to fit the rooms we enter, and offer up pieces of ourselves like sacrifices all in the hopes that someone, eventually, will tell us we are enough. For a long time, I believed that my value was something I had to earn. I thought that if I could just be helpful enough, funny enough, or "together" enough, I could finally secure a permanent seat at the table. I lived in a constant, quiet state of auditioning for my own life. But grace has a funny way of showing up in the "later days." This book is not a manual on how to be perfect. It is a collection of moments where the mask slipped and where I discovered that I was being loved even when I wasn't trying to be lovable. If you have ever felt like an outsider in your own circle, or if you have ever looked at a room full of people and felt entirely invisible, these pages are for you. You are not a project to be fixed or a mess to be hidden. You are a person to be known. As you read, I hope you stop looking for the exit and start looking for the door the one that has been waiting for you to simply walk through and be yourself.

Just a few words on feelin about being alone and feeling unworthy of people.

It is as the title says about Something!~ i don't know why i'm writing this book! But still i'm going to write it!! Hope you enjoy!~

A short story on learning to breathe through the bullshit!

Fas is when someone mother drinks during pregnant... and i have it all.. Fetal Alcohol Syndrome (FAS) is a group of symptoms seen in children who were exposed to alcohol before birth. Full FAS is characterized by: Growth deficiency, with height or weight below the 10th percentile. Facial characteristics: small eyes, smooth philtrum, and thin upper lip.

This is just a collection of stories based on my dreams, thoughts, and wishes that I need to put somewhere. <3

Quotes to keep you moving and encouraging you to move on

Sometimes I just feel like giving up on life, give up on everything. Life feel so hard that I can't manage it. I hide away in the dark from my own thoughts hoping that they never will show up again. But they will, they always do.

my entire life everyone could only see the bad in me, even my own family. I had so much hate towards people, but mostly myself. so tell me JD what do you see in me? why are you so nice to me? Why do I feel so safe around you? Small disclaimer this story does have suicide, eating disorders, psychotic depression, ptsd, and anxiety. please note that these are extremely sensitive topics that may be triggering to some readers, viewer discretion is recommended.

Second page is most important 💜💜

Just my random thoughts...

Did anyone hear the story of Jonghyun's suicide?

Story of a man and woman fighting one enemy-depression. This is a story of a woman who fights along side her man with his depression. This gives an inside look to the non depressed persons perspective and the hardships that are faced.

Many words need to be told...but how? In the words of poetry, little stories, that turn into puzzle pieces.

A stinging kiss of a blade

a little explanation on what its like to live with this mental illness

I hope you can relate to them and don't die by suicide. Stay and don't let the haters win. I believe in you, because I been in those dark times and places. I made it, now it's your turn too.

I sad poem I wrote when I was bored. Cover credit @pigeon.ly on Instagram

A struggling one sided relationship has a dramatic change when she finally realizes his point of view and creates a beautiful relationship