Pondering Stories

My latest anthology, poems circa 2022-2026

The angry release and alleviation of my inward life.

Random thoughts I feel I want to share. I honestly suggest you don't read this... my mind is a horrible place ;; there's going to be cws and tws in the book but it'll most likely include -some controversial opinions of mine -venting Cover art by me!

Poems that I have written in the past and am comfortable sharing on the internet yay :) Enjoy these please I like writing poetry because it is songwriting simplified, and has more rhythm than stories ;)

Nit picked out of my tons of Poetry filled notebooks for their philosophical ponderings, HOWEVER, the first one in this collection is from one i wrote on the day of this publication! The poems in this collection center around philosophical ponderings such as: Fakeness, The Past in comparison to The Present, Isolation, Choices you make in life, How you are living your life, Happiness, and being in a state of perpetual paralysis. I hope you enjoy! :) (I MAY or may not just add more philosophical poems to this collection instead of posting more philosophical collations. ALSO, if you are still reading this here, I want to pose to you a question that I'd like you to answer on the last poem-<or whichever poem you want-doesn't matter, but it would be cool to keep them all in one place> The question is: Would you read a collection of poems titled: "Poems with fatalistic mentionings/The End of The World/Day of Reckoning is near"-and if you want to go further, give a why. I'm curious to know, as I've got a couple that mention and go into that sort of thing.)

"To be or not to be: that is the question."

"The Unknowable You" challenges our understanding of identity and self. This thought-provoking piece explores how we exist differently in each mind we encounter, questioning the very nature of our 'true' selves. A compact yet powerful reflection on the subjectivity of human perception and the inherent mystery of individual existence. 17 Dec 2021. This brief but powerful work invites readers to contemplate the nature of self, the subjectivity of existence, and the fundamental unknowability of others. A must-read for anyone interested in the complexities of human consciousness and interpersonal relationships.

Hi! this book is just about what I ponder about topics around love and self. Its a good read in my opinion (cause I wrote it lol) Suggestions are open about the different topics you want me to touch on surrounding love :) connect with me on Instagram!: juliamibuy

Describing different aspects and feelings in ways that I can't capture in poetry

Hot chocolate, and wishing to reach out. Enjoy! Photo Credit: https://www.yummymedley.com/haitian-hot-chocolate/

All different facts. I post one fact everyday.

Poems about autism spectrum disorder, what it's like to live with it, and the culture surrounding it. Written from my experience.

Free verse written in four quatrains.

This is a look inside my head at a different angle than 'imploding outwards'. Most of this will be my thoughts and ponderings, but I would love to hear all of your thoughts too, yes you reading this right now.

Do you ever sit and wonder, why does anything happen? I think humanity as we know it is just a side affect of the world, I mean we couldn't have been put here to 'better ourselves' or frankly better anything. Look around you, we messed up this planet big time, and the whole 'everything happens for a reason' is frankly just a phrase we use to get on with life. Building from that, everybody always sugar coats stuff and says "well look on the bright side," but what if there isn't one? Yea yea, I know, with good comes evil bla bla; but what if you get stuck right smack in the middle where everything's just kind of, well, there. It's blank and boring but with little snippets of lonesome worries. But then again, what if it isn't? What if in the next five minutes your life changes, or you realize your ambition for singing and go out on a search to find somewhere to preform and then BAM, you became the next big thing. Could quite well possible happen, that's the beauty of life, but sometimes life just leaves you Dazed.

Ai Enma Ponders.