Teddy where are you? (tk) ✔

Night

" gosh, I can't sleep "

Jungkook mumble irritated unable to sleep even though he's laying down for past two hours
Garry is snoring in guest room and he asked the demon to let him sleep alone to which he sadly nodded, he felt a little bad doing this but he don't think he'll be comfortable sharing the same bed with the demon.

Well he isn't comfortable right now too

He kicks the blanket away over him ,propping himself against headboard staring at the wall

He just started daydreaming when the door slightly opened with a raven head poking from behind, on seeing he's awake the demon opened the door fully revealing messy hair poking everywhere, his blanket wrapped around his shoulder and a pillow under his arms with a small smile on his lips.

" you can't sleep right? "

Jungkook nodded while shifting to right side to make space for the demon to prop himself beside him

It's the bond that's gotten strong to the limit that they'll get restless if separated for more than few hours

The demon didn't utter anything else and quietly settled beside him, maintaining some distance so that their bodies don't touch because he's aware Jungkook is not happy about it but merely cooperating .

This makes him sad, but he's the one who is responsible for this in the end so brushing this thought away he concentrate on the relaxation for having Jungkook in front of him, who turned his back on him but didn't try to scoot to the edge

The silence around them is terrific, not once did they share bed with this much distance, not once did Taehyung not kissed him before he slept, not once he had to not force himself to not wrap him in his arms protectively.
Being here like this as If other is not present is harder than sleeping alone.
He only came here because he know Jungkook won't be able to sleep.

His face gradually turned worried, just fifteen days left before final bonding time. He will have to do everything to gain his angels trust and consent.
He's pretty unlovable so he's not even imagining that Jungkook will ever love him considering the fact that he don't understand love himself but just the fact that he'll be able to see him every morning beside him would be heaven even though he might not be able to hug him or kiss him everyday but he'll learn everything he have to make him happy

He have become jungkook's nightmare, he don't want to always see that hatred and distrust in his eyes, he will change for him.

" Hey "

Taehyung's red eyes turned towards Jungkook who turned to face him, his face resting on his arm, looking at the demon's eyes, sleep not visible indicating that he was also thinking.

" can you do something for me? "

Taehyung turned fully towards him, almost desperate, after so long his angel is finally asking him for something.

" Anything " he smiled restraining himself to not wrap him arms around his angel like a cocoon

"  I want to go home "

Taehyung's heart dropped

" I- I don't- Angel , I- "

" you can't or you won't? "
Jungkook's facial expression didn't falter a bit onto sadness or anger but it stayed nuteral and it was worse than anything taehyung can handle

" Angel- "

" You.Can't or you.won't "

Jungkook's voice didn't rise but his tone took a sharp edge making taehyung bite his lips harshly and look down at the mattress whispering

" can't "

Jungkook didn't say a word but turned his back again as if nothing happened and it caused a cramp ache in taehyung's heart, he panicked

" Angel please, I can't take you back... You'll get hurt again because of separation...I don't want you to go.. please listen to me angel, look at me please.. How will I prove myself to you if you won't stay to see them yourself "

Jungkook didn't turn and taehyung's hand hovered over his shoulder itching to hold him but he didn't want to make him more mad than he is already

He lays back, turning his back to calm down the ache in his beating heart by rubbing over his chest,
His heart makes everything feel so full in his eternal hollowness but it's so overwhelming that he wonders if it'll burst out and overflow like a bleeding wound

To be honest he really can't travel back to earth, he can only go there if summoned therefore blocking the way for Jungkook too unless called again and it's chance is fairly too low, he won't even want that to happen but his angels sadness is equally unbearable

Is this really how a beating heart and emotions feel together ? What's so beautiful about it? It's just pure pain and torture, why do people want this anyway!?

He messed up so bad but he'll not give up yet, he broke his angel, he'll make sure that he heals him back in any way possible, even if he have to sacrifice himself

He silently curls himself to hide in guilt, he'll be honest again, emotions are no fun as far as he knows but if his angel can live with these complex emotions then he'll too for his precious jewel, rubbing his palm over his chest to ease the ache which definitely isn't doing any good.

He almost squeaked out loud when a hand got on his waist, instantly turning his head back he looks at sleeping Jungkook, who's too deep in his sleep to notice he rolled toward taehyung

Even though he feel relaxed, he knows jungkook won't like this when he'll wake up so with a sad smile he removes his hand from his waist and place it on bed, he turns to face his angels beautiful sleeping face

He isn't allowed to touch him but he can stare at him at least

He fondly looks at him with his head propped on his palms, hands hovering in gesture of stroking his cheeks , he looks so pure ,too much that it can be another sin of his for capturing such an jewel.

Jungkook stirs in his sleep and with one swift movement scoots closer to the demon ,hiding his face in olders chest causing Taehyung's breathe to hitch with his heart pumping fast

He moves his hand to gently pull away but then sleepy tired small voice mesmerized him

" stay, it's comfy "

And who is taehyung to say no, who with heart eyes lays his head down, wrapping his arms around Jungkook, bracing him with a wide smile and with such happiness that he almost didn't notice his chest doesn't feel constricted anymore but free and so good , so giddy that he can't sleep to miss this perfect moment.

That's how he stayed awake whole time with a foolish whipped smile for the boy sleeping in his arms.

You can guess why update was little late because exams are near, I can't promise fast updates but there will be updates

No proof read though today

I couldn't study for past two days being busy in some other work and now from morning I'll get with my time table

And I almost forgot

I might get a little late but I'm gonna publish a short taekook story for Christmas plus new year special

I'll announce it on my conversation board most probably, when it'll get published