Teddy where are you? (tk) ✔

Intimacy

" Oh! you guys are back already , I thought you'll need more time "

Garry has oh so innocent look with his question but both the demon and Jungkook got the hidden taunt in it  making Jungkook cough to hide his embarrassment as both him and taehyung came out of study room hand in hand.

Taehyung glared at Garry making him shiver and look away which at the same time made him smile, he wonders just how whipped is 'v' for Jungkook that he's shooting heart guns on Jungkook who is now yawning tired, gaping his mouth wide but looks like that sight is also insanely beautiful for the demon.

Jungkook walks toward his room without any word and taehyung follows him little worried, I mean he was fine few moments ago why suddenly he looks so sulky.

" Darling "

Taehyung stood at the threshold of jungkook's room waiting for his permission to enter, on getting no objection he welcomes himself inside, sitting on the edge of bed while Jungkook covered himself in blanket.

" what happened? "

He let's his tail rest on jungkook's arm waiting for him to peek his head out and let him know anything that's causing him trouble, he hopes Jungkook isn't regretting his decision to forgive him already.

" I'm scared "

Taehyung's heart felt heavy with how small and genuinely scared jungkook's voice sound who is shivering in perfectly warm environment.
Jungkook continues

" Less than a week is left for...the final bond, I'm scared I don't want to loose my virginity like this "

Taehyung comes closer and hugs him as Jungkook sobbed silently in his arms, curling himself more in him finding the comfort but before he says anything the terrified innocent angel beats him to it.

" I know I forgave you, I'm not backing away from that, I genuinely want us to work b-but a week is not enough, I don't think I can do that without completely freaking out , please don't get mad, I'm really sorry but I can't help but be terrified Taehyung

I'm aware there's no other way...,so p-please be gentle, d-don't just don't loose control ....Just be gentle , you can at least do that right? r-right? "

Jungkook whimpers as taehyung don't say anything and cradles him in his arm.

He agrees he forgave him, ready to give them a chance, ready to start something better than before but he's not ready to have sex with him in less than a week, it's mentally eating him no matter how much he likes him, he wants to know him, spend time with him, try all romantic clich and then willingly make love instead of being forced to make one because of the bond, Even if he'll feel pleasure but he'll be emotionally and mentally terrified, what good is it for his first time and starting of new relationship.

He's just asking him to be cautious and gentle with him, he don't think he could make things work between them if because of bond the demon gets into a rut and unknowingly hurts him, he won't be able to feel safe with him ever.

He cries clutching on the demon to let his scent calm him down, as taehyung hums their own melody making jungkook's whimpers calm down but not his anxious beating heart, scared that he said something in wrong way but he just wants reassurance though he trusts that the demon won't purposely hurt him but he wants to be guaranteed that even unintentionally he won't let him get hurt or traumatized.

Sex might be known to be fun thing for our generation, just about pleasure but no that's not even a millionth part of what sex provides.
It's the purest intimacy in love two people share with their body, closest to know each other.
It's about giving and taking care of trust received about their body ,that if misused, abused, disregarded can become life long hell, trauma.
The victim will feel violated in their own body, their own home and every touch will bring that burning memory.