"The Ugliness of a handsome Legend"

Chapter 38

Chapter 38

From start to end I cannot help but to beam in happiness. I liked to tell it to Sprill that I am her friend in internet but I want her to be surprised, that kind of news should be like presents. Yehey! I do not know how to feel now that I finally found the one I am looking for. When I am with Resa, I feel down sometimes but in long time I still feel down and incomplete, unlike now, when I saw Sprill smile for me I feel like I own the whole universe and that everything is possible.

“Do you want to know secret?” I ask her. She looked at me a little worried. “That is secret it should be kept hidden. Under the mysterious box, it should be kept there and when you feel the courage to tell me then tell me, don’t force yourself.” She said as she ease my heart. I just want her to know about the internet thing but looking in the situation I think I shouldn’t do it now, she will eventually found it soon.

“What’s there to be so solemn? Tss. I am just asking you.” I turn my head away and just view the television. I saw the two of us, the time we are in the Charity Event. I remember that is live and now it is showing again. Well, I sit live? I am not sure. I smiled and watch it. Sprill didn’t utter words.

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Morning again and I look at the clock. It is still early. I went outside and saw Sprill ordering something to the maids. “What are you ordering?” she looked at me “Ahh, just foods that we will eat later. Do you want to eat anything? I told them mine, what’s yours?” I knit my brows, my favourite? Is there any particular favourite food? Well, I am not sure. “Hmm, let’s see. Just… well, I don’t know, maybe I really don’t have any food that attract my attention the most.” I said then sit at the couch.

“Alright, I take that as… then let’s eat what I prepared, I meant the maids prepare for us.”

Not long after, we ate and laugh. This house becomes lively and it never get silent except in night. I’d wish this day will last long. I am not saying that Sprill should not remember those terrible things I’ve done to her, but at least she could accept me. I wished she could accept me. I am unforgivable I know, but…. I sigh.

“What’s the sudden sigh? Are you not feeling well?” she looked at me with an alarm tone. I looked at her and just smiled as an answer. “Nothing. What do you want to do?” I ask, of course I am bored. In the past I am bored even not doing anything, but now, I feel like I am bored and wants some things that wil make me smile mainly to Sprill.

“There is one. Earlier, I am checking my things, then I saw my laptop next I opened it curiously. I have a video game. Let’s play that.” She grin from ear to ear. She surely wants to play, I mean her present self.

Video game? Oh, the one she played and ask for my help. Tss. “Wait, let me get mine.” I turn my back before directly went to my room to unplugged all the wires, though maids always clean it I still wipe it with my bare hands. I remember when she said she don’t want any masters because they are full of themselves, but in reality I am the only one she ask for help. Tss.

I put my laptop in front of us. “Where do we play?” I ask her. “Hmm, just here, I am still recovering my foot, I still need time to recover my pains.” She said rubbing her foot. I order some maids to get her laptop while I just stare at her.

“Why are you staring again?” she said somewhat blushing. “You’re pretty, because.” I reasoned. The maids come and neatly put the laptop in front of Sprill. She happily open it while me is just staring at her.

When we’re classmates I remember we sometimes become partner and groups. But almost we just nod and greet each other politely. I recalled, she is the leader and she will play with keyboards rhythmically with her fingers, somehow the noise from the keyboards and her fingers- like drugs, I got addicted, then the noise become a melodic sound that nothing could compare. It just instantly becomes my habit when she pressed the keyboard I will listen and unknowingly smiled.

There is a time when there is a match to taekwondo players, I got picked by the teachers so I had to play and she will cheer me up, that explains why she cheered me up, ‘cause she liked me.

And when in playing basketball, when I hold the ball, she will stand shouting ‘Go! Go! Kenshi.’ I Missed those time.

“This part is like this right?” without looking to me she asked. Not saying a word I opened mine, the show her my name. She is shocked! “Do you long know that I am S.Stunning?” she ask with wide eyes. I nod then put down my laptop. “Remember when I put you in your room, I open your laptop without your permission and there Ifound out that it was actually you whom seek help from me.”

She lowered her head sadly, why? I glance at the chats and I read the part that I told her that we don’t get along unless it is necessary and needed. I waved my hands in front of her. “That… is, I am—we, that time. I am we don’t get along.”


Author’s note: Hey! Can I cut in? haha do not forget to vote and comment if you have any questions.