"The Ugliness of a handsome Legend"

Chapter 36

Chapter 36

I met her gaze. “Eat first. You will put your cheeks rosy if you keep rubbing.” A coy Sprill obediently open her mouth. I curve up my lips.

This night is peaceful. I feel delighted. I feel completed.

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Helping her stand is a bit hard. Her legs is affected by the accident. “Here, hold my hand.” I offered. She took my hand, I service her. Her dad is glaring to me and sending me a very annoyed type. I smiled and bowed, which he sneered. Days had passed and it is her discharge day, thankfully, she is obedient that’s why she got to go home immediately than expected.

“Can you stand up?” I asked. She shakes her head, then I carry her like a bridal style. I smiled in my action. She is stunned but got to circle her arms on my neck. “Doctor Lee, thank you for doing many thing to us, I cannot expressed my gratitude towards words.” He waved his hands and continuously smiled.

Everyone is here, even Uncle Yu does and Ashley. “Sprill, how are you doing? How about a gathering? Hmm?” Ashley ask while looking at sprill. “I cannot go outside now, maybe I will call you when I could. Dad, Sisters, Uncle, and Ashley I will do everything to get my memories back. Surely, my memories will bring me unforgettable experience.” She stated. I feel astonished hearing her saying to do her best to mend her faded memories.

She waved to them while I put her inside our car. The second time I put her in my own car. I waved to them though they really do not want me to wave at them. Part of me do not want to let her improve her memories, it is selfish I know… but I cannot help but to be sad. What will be her reaction to that? Will she ever believe that I really loved her? Or now what I feel is sympathy and pity?

“What are you thinking?” she asked suddenly. I immediately look at her “Nothing. What will be your reaction if you remember everything… that is what am I thinking.” I honestly said. I cannot keep anything from her, now onwards. “You said nothing but still answered. Haha.” She laughed to me. I cannot keep my composure if she will laugh at me.

“I shouldn’t say it.” I said teasing her. “Tsk.” One word that makes me laugh. “Watch where you’re going. We’ll get an accident in that way.” She point out on the road, then I nodded. She is getting bolder huh. I like her way now. Very funny. While driving my mind wanders again.

‘Will she loath me?’ I sighed heavily. What will I do if she regain her memories? I don’t even remember when I gave her a remembrance. A good one. All of it was horrible and horrifying, enough just like a bloody dream.  I hate myself for doing and making her bad. Why did I even do that? What did I feel for her in the past? Did I really don’t like her or just holding my pride?

The pride that everyone is holding on. I made myself like uneducated man. My parents taught me don’t hurt especially to play with one’s feelings… but why didn’t listen and held my pride like egoistic. The present me is… ever since her accident occurs, everything seems understandable. Why did she marry me? Why did she never tell me her illness? Why did she let me date Resa if she is hurt? Why?

I glance to her and saw that she is asleep, I didn’t said a word just the mechanics of the car, the road, noises outside and our breathing is all I can hear. I sough deeply. Why do I have many question? Did I never really don’t have any answers in my questions? Am I making myself even more ignorant? Why those questions keep popping in my head? There are so many question still hidden yet I don’t have a penny answer.

Uncle and Father-in-law gave me a chance to prove myself to Sprill. I have three months. If Sprill would agree then I will live with her with my remaining days.

Not long after, I parked my car in the parking lot. “Sprill, wake up. We’re here.” I said gently. She wakes up and straightly undo the seatbelt. I first go outside and help her go down with my hands on her shoulder. She is still sleepy so I send her in her room. This is my first time looking at her room closer and peaceful. The first time is when I shout to her to not be noisy. That was upsetting memory.

I put her down and cover her with a blanket. I put her hair beside her ear, it was covering her cute face. I stare at her before standing up. I notice her laptop that is cleaned. The maids really cleaned it every time. I do not want to ruin her privacy but it pique my curiosity. I waited as it opens. I pressed her pictures and silently smiled. She looks gorgeous.

Afterwards, I didn’t found anything funny and wanting to close it when I saw a video game. It is similar to mine. I opened it and--- stare…WHAT?!