"The Ugliness of a handsome Legend"

Chapter 34

Chapter 34

I held her wheelchair as I slowly making our way out of the hospital to the garden. Just like my promise, I kept her company.

“You like it here? How’s the scenery? Great?” I query her eyes. I wonder, this feeling of excitement will it lasts??

“Hmm… I like It here very much, no stress, just a vast green scenery.” She replied. I pondered ‘Stress?’. Did she stressing herself? No way….

“Are you stressed? Do you want to go back?” albeit, we are here just a moment ago, I feel her tiredness. She sighed and didn’t said a word.

I then didn’t also said a word. I feel like I am in cloud nine… heaven to be with my love. How I’d wish she never remember our erstwhile, but thinking that I will not let her recover from having an amnesia, I will look like self-centred man. I slap myself in my mind. What a lame excuse and I am so harsh to not let her free her memories.

It is said that green surrounding will let your spirits cheer up and clear stress. Why do I feel like I am like the ambiance is more stressed than ever? The air is emitting a mood that impossible to know. The green scenery is great but… something is lacking is it the communication?

“Kenshi, could you recite our first meeting?” Perfect! Alas, Sprill, said a word and initiatively from her mouth. Wait—our meeting? Ahhh…

“Our first meeting is just a common meeting, but that time, sparkle from your eyes can be seen. That time, I ignored it, time went by and I got crazy from your eye. Ashley introduced me so as you, we shook hands. It is a masterpiece after all. Am I right?” I kneel down in her level, I saw her smiling and contented face. “Of course, it is a masterpiece. In spite of everything, it is our first seeing each other.” She answered with a low head. Is she being embarrassed?

I chuckle in her response. “Are you embarrass that I find your quiet movements?” I teased her, for the first time I hear her giggle for me especially. I never thought that from her giggle, I become completely melt.  Her swish movement makes me want to covet her.

“Sprill, if I say I am sorry. What do you do?” I transfer the topic from her perspective. She looked at me with an asking eyes. “What do you mean?” She questioned. I sighed deeply, it is not time but sooner the better. “I am sorry, really, if you ever recover you memories I wish the first thing you do is to forgive me. That is all.” Still stunned I push her back to her room. I cut an apple ‘an apple a day, keeps the doctor away.’ But why do doctors came here always? They never get tired.

Even many apples you eat, if you are in the hospital, the doctor will continue to look upon you. I never wanted to Sprill to get hurt, particularly in front of me. I set the apple in front of her, then she quietly get it. Slowly biting it, i just stare at her.

“Why are you staring again?” I hear her whine like a baby. Really, did she not like my stare?

“You are beautiful, because.” I said. I rest my shin onto my palm which is resting over the desk.  I am still pondering about why Sprill easily accepted me as her husband? It is a bit amusing, I just told her—I mean the doctor told her while she just nods. Is all the amnesiac people tend to be like that? Maybe because of the situation.

After complimenting her, her face flushed blushed. I find it very cute. She is shy. “How do you feel now? Feel more fine?” I ask her, she glance to me and quickly divert her eyes when she met mine. Tsk.

“Well, in the middle.” I panic in her answer. “Then are you feeling unwell?” I hold her shoulder, her hands made its way to mine then slowly her hands took off my hands holding her shoulder. I am stunned in her movement, maybe she don’t like touchy people, I might get used to it if I discipline myself. “Not that.” Her gentle voice echoed in my ears, I twitched and I do not know why?

“Then why?” I ask a bit concerned. Who wouldn’t be? Your beloved is helplessly lying on the bed, waiting for her discharge.

“I feel sick inside the hospital. I missed going outside.” She replied. I feel my heart ached in pain, I cannot undo the requirements so that she will discharge instantly. “Why?” I don’t know why but I feel nervous asking her, moreover the urge of asking everything. I wanted to know something but I do not know what. The something that makes my heart palpitate automatically, the shiver I feel in my bones.

She looked up to me, I froze on my spot. “I cannot wait to be discharged.” She lie on her own, then cover herself. I sighed and waited until she fell asleep, I then make my way to the rooftop. I feel the rooftop is much refreshing than the green scenery. I cannot pinpoint why the mix emotion in my heart roused. I am mad, yet lonely. Dow… those emotions that been hunting me yesterday.

Why do I feel trapped? I feel deceive. Why? The question is still hanging on my mind.

Author’s note: Hey guys!! Feeling down? Do not worry Kenshi is with you. Fictional… ehehe.
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