When a girl moves to Texas after the death or her mother, she meats a boy named Asher...she later finds out there is much more to him then meets the eyes. But being involved with him, leads her into something messy.
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I walk out of my room, heading over to the fridge. I don't have an appetite...but all I can think of is food. But when I look at it, I want to barf. Once I saw some bread, I slammed the fridge shut again and walked back to my room after like five seconds of leaving it. I looked into the mirror and saw my face. I had dark circles under my eyes and they were bloodshot. My hair was a mess, but whenever I went to school, I just wore it under my hoodie. My cuts were worse than ever, being all over my body. The only escape for me was music. That's the only thing I cared about these days. Music, music, and music. And grab my phone that contains loads of messages from people I don't even care about and play Billie Eilish's playlist. I pop in my earphones and lay in my bed, listening for hours.
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I wake up to the ring of my phone and I yawn. I slowly sit up and wince at the sunlight but reach over and grab the buzzing device.
"Hello?" I answer, not looking at the caller ID. "Hey." It's a girl...that's all I can tell. "Who is this?" I hear her laugh but then quiet down as she realizes I'm serious. "Amelia." "Oh." "Are you okay? Your not talking to anyone at school, nor are you eating." "Yeah, I'm fine, Amelia." Then I hung up and looked back over at the mirror.
If I wanted to convince her and everyone else that I was okay, I would have to have a complete makeover. No matter how bad it hurts, I hope in the shower and wash my hair. Once I'm out I pick out a dark red puma shirt and some ripped jeans. I wear white shoes and my hair is curled.
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^Her Outfit^
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I apply some makeup and smile at the reflection. It's not the best, but it's much better then before. Then I smirk at myself. I'm gonna make a little appearance at Gabby's Diner.
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Once I arrive, I make sure that my look is complete. I make sure that I could maybe just maybe look better than Veronica. I hop out of the car and pull open the door. Over in the corner sits Amelia and Finley. I glance at them before they can notice me, and then move to go and sit with Asher who is sitting at the counter. "Hey, asshole." I mumbled before ordering a hot chocolate. He looks over at me and is surprised when he sees me. "You look...better." He clears his throat and checks me out. I snap my finger so he's looking up at me. I just wanted to say something. I bite my lip and lean into his ear. My lip lightly brushes it just to tease him and I'm proud of myself when I hear Asher's breath hitch in his throat. Then I whisper ever so dearly into his ear:
"Fuck you, Asher Brown." I hop off of the stool and walk over, pulling a chair to sit next to Amelia who squeals and hugs me. Finley does a shy wave and I smile at her. "Oh my goodness, you look beautiful." Finley complements, smiling. I shoot her a thankful smile and she smiles back. I keep shooting small looks over at Asher who is playing with his straw trash.
I thank the waiter who brings over my hot chocolate and pay her a tip. "I'm gonna head out." I say, grabbing my bag and standing up. "Already? And with the cup?" Amelia asks, perking out her lips. "Guys, I'll bring it back tomorrow." I say before anyone can argue and exit. I felt good. But now it was time to go back and lay in bed all day to prepare for school tomorrow.
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wHaT a BaD bItCh
Lmao. Is it just me, or would you dress up and do this and then literally just go back home. Not me deffinetly doing this before-
