Where I Lost There I Found

Chapter 1

It all begins with a undefined starts and ends. Life is just like train we get numerous amounts of experience some are kept, some are lost or made to be forgotten. It was so dark to travel, hard to breath. I was unable to notify myself with this truth.

A very different place with different outlook all around. There was total astonishment across me I don't know where I was. "Hey". A very cold-blooded hands laid across my shoulder. I was speechless, scared... at this phase in a new place I didn't knew what to do. I looked at him really smart, bold, blond colored hair, blue eyed young man. I was scared and turned around. I got shocked and felt something really different, his beauty was really one I dreamt of. For a person I wished to be with. I really felt that like got a gift in a very wrong time. I continued stare at him. He was speaking something which I couldn't hear. I know that I should be scared in spite of getting flattered at his stunning look. But staying single for long time and then meeting a guy you always dreamt of is indefinable. Yeah! It sounds like a slut I know... but its ok for now. I did not react like I was admiring him. Just with a thirst of knowing what has happened, was gestured over my face. Its like you always wonder why life is so mean to us. But let me tell you the truth is life isn't, it's just us who are mean and greedy.

It was like I am imagining a movie. Or a mere dream. Dream that many like to see once in a real life. Heritages place with stunning guy beside. Though I was scared but was feeling very great and did not wish to step out for at least few while. Where am I? I asked him, he smiled and said in the place were dead come before they get to their final destiny. So, am I dead? Is he freaking me out? He did not speak a word. I was fine with the silence because I knew the answer of that silence. But still I would have felt better if he had expressed something more.... Hmmm..

He is perfect in look but his expression has to be updated for me. I guess he is a self-secured person He began to walk and I started to follow him. He still had not said a word. Nor did he asked me to follow him. I just felt it is better to walk as things may get fishy if I will be alone. It's just a guess and a symptom of over watching dramatic movies. The place was covered with a set of snow. But it wasn't cold. Place is beautiful, really marvelous. As we walked there were snow build bridges, beautiful creatures rushing towards the infinite distance. Fragrance of peace flu beyond the boundaries of the trees. Small bluish color flowers were being kissed by the creatures. A music of nature raised all around. Small ray of lights passed through the crystal sized globe hanging down the edges of the nature. Really beautiful butterflies like angel came around me, felt like they kissed me over my cheeks. Yeah, I know it sounds really poetic but when you are at such places you naturally prefer being poetic, though you may be not...

I felt like I was bestowed by the beauty that everyone wished to have. I looked at it in more immense way. A series of poem gushed through me. He stared at me, looking towards the way I was getting mesmerized. He said every beauty we see down this place is just the definition you carved within your heart. I did not get what he said only I understood was I am dead and now I am in the place which lies between beginning and the end. As we walked there was a dragon, he was like a crystal ball, he had small fin like projection over his body he was colored in bluish red color. His eyes were peaceful. I felt like he smiled I walked towards him. He was sitting in the center of the glacial pond. I walked and walked. Feeling of fear raised but his eyes defined something really different. I got close and he looked at me. I touched him and he realized an air at that moment I felt the cold atmosphere around me. His fins were sharp but as I touched him, they felt like soft fluffy cushion. I just laid my hand across his neck and hugged him. It felt like the most peaceful movement of life. We both closed our eyes. I was able to hear his heart beat, each breath. Spending few minutes with him there was like forgetting all that passed. Small drop of crystal started to shower. But they weren't painful. He pushed me out of the pond and I saw his smile slowly vanishing. The glass like structure around him started to break and he fell deep down. I was not able to yell I just stared. No tears gushed down my cheeks. Only a pain of my heart was felt. I did not speak. The emotions were not defined feel like dead don't carry emotions from the place they left. And we started to walk. He said here we find those shattered pieces no one can find. Beyond every feeling there lays a feeling of emptiness. His words were like if I was reading a literature book. I asked him who he was. How he knows me? Now the curiosity was more and his looks were turning more suspicious to me.

We walked and there came new place! I looked at him. Rather than answering my question he said keep walking. Answer to all the question are ahead. You just have to keep walking and you will receive the answers. I guess he is a math's major before being dead. So, maybe he is more suspicious and not ease to be resolved.