Where I Lost There I Found

Chapter 12

Now I started to feel time was stopping. The dark atmosphere was more intense. Slowly wind was flowing, moon was right above looking towards me. Feel like he had lot to ask but he is holding it on. I began to climb the mountain. Feeling was just a piece of emptiness. Small voices of insects crying all around me. It was peaceful more like standing in the funeral. More I walked small voice of the sea singing was heard. Wind was also singing like they are enjoying the moments they bounded with the nature. The leaves too waved. Looking at them I felt no more or less than part of nature that is not defined but is all ready to define myself. You can name a feeling for nature to carve me.

Now I reached the edge of the mountain. From there I could view the sea. The beautiful moon light reflecting on it. As if someone had painted it down there. More than peace, it was relaxing. When I looked down, I found that it was very high, or you can say I was standing at the topmost part of the world and down surrounded by the sea. Where life is different than another world. I began to breath harder and tears began to run down. It was the hardest part of this journey. I screamed out. I want to live. I don't want to be alone. I don't want to be lonely. I turned around and looked for someone. Who I don't know! Suddenly I felt like someone saying that I deserve it. I screamed no. I cried out loud. I was tiered. I took a while waiting for someone to arrive. I was having hallucination as if someone was there. I turned around more than a person could. Hope was running within me. I walked with long breath and realized that it was the end. Now my journey to all the world ends here. I have to leave.

I jumped facing towards the moon. I realized moon was closer now and the path has ended. I just hope that, if there is a next time. I want to be part of sea. Endless and intense. While I reached down hoped if someone could come and hold me, save me. But I know it's all in vein.

As I got sunk into the sea, I felt only one thing the which doesn't kills us it should make us stronger. These great words said by that person had lots of meaning within. But the fault was that I took lot of time to understand the truth. Slowly my breath started to hold and beats were to end. I was like die in your last death. The meaning is simple humans considered there is two world hell and heaven. As you do good and cherish your life you have new life to begin in the heaven. But there is also a dark side where its end. And that end is this for me. Slowly my eyes were shut. A feeling of someone pulling me within was felt. I could hear someone calling me out. I could only hear a little as the voice is too low to hear. Slowly I opened my eyes and I was lying down on the aisle of the shore. And a young man standing next to me. I wondered who he was? Did you forget me so easily! You have a very poor memory. I was astonished. I stared to think about him for a while. He came and extended his hands. I was looking at him.

Is he pervert? He smiled and said, I have only extended my hands to help you get up nothing else. Huh! He knows mind reading technique? I got up myself without his help. He gave a smile again. As we walked the feeling was scary but also felt like all is fine, I know him. What's your name? he didn't answer. I kept quiet and walked with him. He sat down and said have a seat rest for a while and then we will go. I gave a rude look to him and said, if you don't tell me your name, I won't appreciate a journey with you. I don't know you so I hope you understand. He stood up and walked next to me. He came close to me. What are you doing mister trying to hurt me? He wrapped his around my waist and pulled me close to him. His eyes were intense. Still I tried to push him back. Don't move. He said be quiet. He came closer and kissed on my forehead. As he kissed memories flashed through my thoughts. My heart was beating fast than usual. They were time I spend with him. After a few minutes he stepped aside and I was feeling really happy see him back. But still I didn't express myself. Why did you leave me alone there? Huh? It was piece of cake that you had baked.

He turned around and walked..