Déjà vu (OffGun)

Part 15

New's  POV

Time : 3:23 AM
Place:  P'Tay's House ( Huge Mansion) 


Yep. I was dreaming about sleeping really peacefully beside my crush. Though I was a little no actually A LOT scared  that I may put my leg over his body. This would really be embarrassing if I did. New, stop and be normal. Sleep normally, like a person would sleep beside their crush. 

At first, I was really happy that for the first time in my life because my part went so smoothly in a conversation WITH MY CRUSH.  This is beyond my expectation. New, I am so proud of you! 

But.... Then.....  I remembered my stupid habit. I always sleep with a bolster and I really like to cuddle. Fuck. What am I going to do now!

Imagine 

Tay and New are sleeping in a bed together. New is sleeping deeply. New's leg is over Tay's body. New is kind of on top of Tay's body. Shiaaaaaa!! 

New just stop imagining! STOP!

Though I really would like to cuddle with my endearing P'...... BUT NO THAT WOULD BE SUPER AWKWARD!

HELP ME !!! Please someone salvage me from here now! 

Well....well.... nothing to do now. I just lay beside him and was closing my eyes tightly, in case P'Tay wakes up and sees that I am staring at him. He would think me as a CREEP. So, I didn't sleep at all in those last hours. 


''No.....no..... let me go. I would adklacnksnlcuqi.'' P' Tay suddenly started to blabber. 

What is he saying?

''P'??? P'Tay?? Are you okay??'' 

He was sweating like hell. I never saw someone sweat like this. Well I actually don't sweat a lot; I don't know. I started to  feel anxious. Is he all right? Is he having Sleep paralysis?

''P' P' Wake up P'!! Wake up!!!'' I started screaming and shaking his body. 

P'Tay was not walking up. He started crying. Tears were falling from his eyes. It seemed like he was also having problem to breath. 

''P'!!! P'!!!! Please wake up!!!!'' Everything is fine. Everything will be okay. Just wake up!!! Just open your eyes!!!'' I keep screaming and shaking him. I feel like I am also going to have a panic attack now. Eventually, I also started sobbing. 

P'Tay then suddenly woke up and was short of breath. He started panting so hard. After a while, he started becoming normal. 

''P', are you okay now??!!'' I cried. P'Tay was still taking deep breathes. 

''Nong... I am fine now. I am okay...''
''P'.... I was so scared I thought something happened to you... I-I thought you-you .....'' 

Before I finished P' suddenly hugged me. 

''Nong, I am okay. Calm down.'' P'Tay said with a soothing voice and started caressing my hair. 
''I should be the one who should say this.....'' I felt embarrassed... 
But P'Tay was embracing me. Omg he is hugging me! My ears started to get red. I am blushing really hard now. 

After some time.... But it felt a really short period of time to me, he parted the hug. 
Now there is a awkward silence. Shit. 

Should I break the ice? Well I don't have to be awkward I didn't initiate the hug or anything.  But what will I say.......

''Nong... I ''
''P', do you often have this kind of sleep paralysis?'' 

Yeah....yeah.... I know how to divert, I guess I have this quality from my mom. Whenever I tell her that she has done something wrong she diverts the conversation and instead tells me 1000 of my wrongdoings.

''Yeah... Nong..... I am having sleep paralysis since these last years....''
''P' do you take any medication for it? You actually have a severe level of sleep paralysis....''
''Ummm... Hmmm.. ''

How strange.... He have this severe sleep paralysis but he lives alone in this HUGE MANSION??  But why?  Maybe this is his family's house, as it  doesn't  even look like a single person's inhabitant. His family may know that he have THIS LEVEL of sleep paralysis but why they left him alone.... But maybe he doesn't have a family..??  

Train of thoughts keep rushing my mind. New just shut up!

''P'Tay.... May I ask you something if you don't mind.....''
''Sure. Why not!'' 
''Do you live alone here? If you do then why? You know that you have this severe sleep paralysis, I am not insisting or something but you should at least stay with someone.... It's not safe for you.... what if something happens to you?'' I lowered my tone at the last sentence. 
''I used to live with my grandma.... My parents don't live here, they are in the States....'' 
''Then where is your grandma?''