Déjà vu (OffGun)

Part 45

Gun's POV

On the Present Day

''What the hell was that??!!'' I shouted as I woke up. My cheeks are still wet.

Was it all a dream? A stupid dream? This dream doesn't even make sense! Yeah, dreams doesn't make sense but this doesn't felt like a normal dream. It was too real to be a dream. I have seen a lots of dreams and nightmares too. Some were weird, some were scary, some were too good that I wished it wasn't a dream but what was this dream? Was this a nightmare or a sweet dream? I just still couldn't figure that out. Because it felt so real that it had blurred the line between dream and reality. It made me feel it and now I can't move on from it.

I remember every little detail of that dream. It was so vivid yet it was just a simple dream.  I heard that every dream has a meaning behind it. But I don't believe in those things. And for this peculiar dream, where I fall in love with a ghost, who apparently died while saving me from a car accident; I don't think this doesn't even have a meaning behind it. It was.... Beyond any meaning.....

This dream felt too real. It felt like I was really there. I could feel every emotion, every sentiment like every single thing there. It felt like everything was happening with me. I know, I sound pretty absurd right now but this wasn't a typical normal dream, which you see every night and the next morning you forget everything. This dream felt like a part of me.

I am still panting since I woke up. I am trying to calm myself down. My breaths are still uneven and my heart beat is abnormal, I can feel it as I placed my hand on my chest. I woke up sweating like hell and my eyes were swollen from crying. I feel so void inside like a part of me got snatched away from me. Am I overthinking as I never saw a dream like this before?

I quickly wiped away my tears with my hands. My eyes were swollen and red like a zombie. People might think, I didn't sleep last night at all. Practically, I didn't sleep. I remember after coming back to dorm, I was too tired and I just blacked out on my bed. Probably, because I am just skipping meals and taking too much stress for the exams. Thank God, I woke up at least on time.

It is about 7:20 am. I have just 10 minutes to get ready and have to take a quick shower to go to my college. Oh, I also have a test today. My God, just kill me.

***

I am in shower now. Still, my heart is beating very fast. Why was that dream so vivid? Wasn't it too real to be a dream? Who was Papii or P'Off? The people, I saw in my dreams were unknown to me. I just knew New, my best friend and Win, my classmate among them. The rest of the people were very nice to me. They really loved and admired me. But who were they? I didn't even meet them before in my real life neither I know them. Do they really exist?

''Calm down, Gun! It was just a dream! Don't overthink about it.'' I whispered to myself and slapped my cheek.

''Ouch! It hurts..''
So, yeah I am not dreaming anymore but I just still can't believe it.... But a part of my dream where I helped a little kid named Nanon was true though....

A part of me still tells that everything is real and this is not just a normal dream but another part of me believes that it is just a simple normal dream, which I am just overthinking about.....

Whoever, wherever you are Papii; though I have never met you before but remember, my love I miss you.....

***

Shit!

I AM LATE!!!! ARGHHHH!!!

Gun, you should stop thinking about your stupid dream and get ready!!!