Déjà vu (OffGun)

Part 11

Gun's POV

"I think we should get going now.....!!!" I said avoiding his eyes.

Then I got up and started to walk. P'Off soon followed me and caught up with me. We were walking and deciding were to go next.

"So....Where should we go now?" He asked curiously.

"I really want to go to an amusement park. Because I have never been there but I have always wanted to go there." I said as my eyes sparkled.

"But Gun...... Can we not go there?" He asked avoiding my eyes.

"P'Off, please...... I really want to go there." I insisted and whined.

"Okay then. If you want to go there so badly then let's go." He replied.

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We were now in the amusement park. It was huge but very much crowded. We rode a few rides together. We had a lots of fun. I also clicked some selfies but unfortunately the camera could not capture P'Off. Then I started craving for ice-cream. So, I asked P'Off to wait in a corner as he hated crowd. Then I went to bring ice-cream for both of us.

There was a huge line in front of the ice-cream stall. It took a while to bought two ice-cream for us. Then I ran back to the place where I left P'Off. But P'Off is not here. Where he could be? Did he leave me? 

I searched for a while then I saw him sitting on one corner all crying and shivering in fear. What happened to him? Why is he acting like this? He is always happy but now he is crying. What's wrong with him? Then I rushed to him.

When he saw me sitting right in front of him all kneeled down, he suddenly hugged me and started crying at the top of his lungs. I started to console him. I'm not very good at it but I still tried my very best to console him. I just can't see him crying in front of me. I patted his back and caressed his hair with care and love. Then he stopped crying and he parted the hug. He looked straight into my eyes as if he wanted to say something to me...as if he was telling me not to leave him alone......

"I'm sorry.... I'm sorry for being late....What happened to you?" I asked staring at him looking all concerned.

"Nothing......" He said avoiding my eyes.

"Something is surely wrong. Tell me, why are you like this?" I asked.

"I thought you also left me like my mother and I would never get to see you again like her." He said with teary eyes.

"First of all, I never left you and I never will. Second of all, your mother is at your home. She didn't leave you. So, why are you getting all worked up?" I asked.

"Actually I was talking about my biological mother." He replied.

"What??!! So, the one I saw in the hospital was not your real mother???" I asked looking all confused.

"Yes... When my biological mother left me at the amusement park all alone handing me a cotton candy, my Mae took me with her. As she was married and had no child, they adopted me. She even loved me more than my real mother." He replied.

"So.... that's why you were so scared?" I asked.

"Yes.... I have a sort of phobia coming to amusement park and that was the last time I visited it." He said looking at the ground.

I knew that it was not funny and his heart was broken into several pieces.

"Don't worry. I won't leave you. I will always be there for you." I said giving him a warm smile.

"Thanks to my Mae who took me with her and for caring or loving me that much. And I also want to thank you for not leaving me here." He said looking into my eyes.

"Hmmm...." I said while hiding my red face.

"I think we should go now." I said.

"Okay then.. Let's go." He said.

"But... Wait a minute....How was I suppose to hug you?" I asked.

"What do you mean by that?" He asked looking all confused.

"You are a ghost, right? You couldn't even hold me when I was about to fall in the morning, right?" I asked staring at him confusedly.

"Yes..... I think we can now." He said looking all happy.

"Then why don't we try shaking our hands?" He asked.

"Let's try then." I said while blushing.

We tried to hold hands but we couldn't. My hand passed through his hand. We were shocked and we both looked into each others eyes.