Déjà vu (OffGun)

Part 12

Gun's POV

I am holding two cups of ice-cream on my both hand and they are about to melt. Me and P'Off are now sitting on a bench. I put these ice-cream cups on the bench and lit up a incense. Then I handed one cup of ice-cream to P'Off.

We both were enjoying the ice-cream.

"P'Off....." I said staring at him.

"Yes, Gun. What do you want to say?" He asked.

"I was thinking..... You told me that you need my help." I said.

"When I was in the hospital....." I added.

" Yeah, I remember saying it." He replied.

"So.... What type of help do you want from me?" I asked.

"It's about reincarnation." He replied.

"Don't tell me you can't reincarnate because your last wishes are not fulfilled!?!" I asked.

"Hmm..... How should I say but it's the truth." He replied giving me a fake smile.

"So.....I have to help you fulfill your last wishes, right?" I asked.

"Yes.... I need your help in this matter." He said giving me a puppy eyes.

"If your last wishes become fulfilled, you can reincarnate, right?" I asked.

"Yes.... then I can." He replied.

"Will you leave me then?" I asked avoiding his eyes. I think I am about to cry. But I need to hold my emotions.

"Hmm........ I have to." He replied.

Why is my heart becoming so heavy? Do I not really want him to leave? But he can't really stay with me forever, right?! I need to control my emotions before it's too late.

"I will help you reincarnate. I will help you fulfill your last wishes." I said giving him a fake smile.

"Ok then. Let's start it from the next week." He said.

I just nodded and then we went back to my room.

P'Off is sleeping on the sofa. I am trying to sleep on the bed but I can't really sleep.

I am still thinking about the conversation I had with P'Off. He will leave me. But I can't really keep him with me. I don't know but it's only been three days that I have met him. But it feels like I'm really very much attached to him as if I knew him from ages. I really feel comfortable with him. He is a nice person and I want him to stay with me forever. 

I should not think about this matter. It's only a matter of few days and then he will leave. I have to help him as he saved my life. It's my responsibility. Nothing more and nothing less.

I have college tomorrow and now I really think that I should sleep. But what happened to New? He didn't even call me the entire day. I will talk to New tomorrow.