Missing Piece Of My Heart

Chapter 20🔞🔞🔞

Mew felt so many emotions rolling inside him as he placed the bottle of lube beside him. He was excited, tensed and aroused at the same time. "What if I disappoint him? What if I mess it up?" His mind clogged with worries. When things comes to Gulf, Mew felt his confidence slowly going down, but all he wanted was to give his best to Gulf.

Phi.. It's my first time too... So don't over think.. We are doing this together. No matter  how this turns out, I am sure this would always be the most memorable moment of our life.
Seeing how lost Mew was, Gulf tried to reassure him, hoping his words would ease his lover's tension.
Not only did Gulf managed to melt Mew's worries but also was astonished at how well the young man read his mind, he doubted whether he voiced his thoughts aloud.

Gulf gently wrapped his arms around Mew's neck and slightly pulled him over his body. Mew didn't wait any longer their lips met once again, it was pure magic, while his hands wandered around Gulf's body. His touches were slow and gentle, which gave the young man pure pleasure, he felt his skin tingle with electricity, but at the same time he became restless. He wanted more, he couldn't anymore hold back his bottled up desires.

Phi.... Gulf called in a hushed voice, which sounded seductive..... I am not made of glass, I won't break if you held me a little harder. Gulf voiced his thoughts as they broke their kiss.
Mew smirked inside at Gulf's words. He nodded his head and dipped down onto the latter's neck sucking onto the warm skin, as his hands pinched those pink buds on his chest. Gulf tilted his head giving more space for his man, he bit onto his lips in an attempt to hold back his moans. But all his attempts were in vain as he felt Mew's lips around his sore and tender nipple and at the same time he felt a strong hand encircling his semi erect member.

Mew brushed his teeth around the tender buds as he tightened his grip around his lover's member. He could feel it growing warm and big in his palm. He continued with his assault around Gulf's chest while his hands slowly moved up and down around latter's shaft. Mew knew the young male was satisfied with his actions as they earned moans from the latter, which in turn made him more hard.

Gulf's hands roamed around Mew's broad back, with closed eyes and shallow breathing he enjoyed the moment. He shivered as Mew's hands picked up pace while he continued sucking onto his torso leaving fresh bruises all around. He didn't know how to react, all he did was moan and he knew that was what his man wanted. He was about to release himself when he felt Mew removed his hands, he was disappointed at the lose of touch. Phi... Please.. He whined.

Not so soon dear... Mew spread his lover's legs and squeezed lube onto his fingers.
Gulf flinched at the sudden coldness he felt at his entrance, he knew his phi was preparing him. He felt uneasy initially, but then gradually he felt nothing but pure pleasure as Mew's fingers moved faster and hit his spot. Mew was rewarded with loud moans each time his  fingers touched Gulf's prostate.

When Mew felt his lover was stretched enough to take him, he looked at Gulf for permission who was pouting at the emptiness he was feeling inside.
He knew he wasn't small and it would be painful for Gulf. He wondered whether he would fit inside his nong.
Sensing his lover's hesitation Gulf gripped onto Mew's hard and big rod guiding him to his entrance, because he knew if it was not now then God knows when it would be the next time.

Mew put his mind to rest and let his heart lead him. Their fingers intertwined, lips locked in a kiss filled with passion as he slipped himself gently inside Gulf.
Gulf closed his eyes tightly, he bit onto Mew's lips trying to surpress his cries, he felt his insides burning.
Mew felt a stinging pain and metallic taste of blood on his lips. He peeked a glance at his young lover, to see tears falling down his tightly closed eyes.
His heart ached at the sight even though he felt amazing to be inside his nong.

Gulf flickered his eyes open and met another pair that were filled with worries. He held the older man's face lovingly in his hands, smiling gently he encouraged his lover, gesturing him to move.
He placed feather like kisses all over Mew's face as the latter thrusted into him.
Gulf... Ahh... You are so warm and tight inside. Mew moaned as he felt Gulf's walls clenching his member. He once again jerked Gulf's member in his hands as he kept thrusting deep into him.

This time Gulf didn't feel any hesitation in Mew's actions, he touched him as if he owned him. If what he felt before was pleasure, now what he feel was beyond words. He moaned Mew's name as he hit his prostate. Mew continued to hit his pleasure spot, making Gulf to lose his other senses. Gulf moved his hips in sync with Mew's movement, while his body started shaking, he knew he was on edge... phi... I am gonna...
With me nong...
Gulf tried holding himself back for a little longer. Mew locked their lips again,his hands were busy pleasuring his lover's throbbing member. Their tongues dancing with each other in Gulf's warm moist mouth, while Gulf grabbed onto Mew's head. In a few moments Gulf felt his insides filling with warm fluids, his lover's stiff muscles slowly relaxing, while he released himself in Mew's hands. Gulf sighed heavily just after he climaxed, whereas Mew collapsed on his lover.

A few moments later Mew switched  position letting the young man to rest on him. Drenched in sweat both men remained quiet, the room that was previously filled with moans and sounds of skin slapping against each other was now engulfed in a peaceful silence. Mew brushed his hands through Gulf's smooth hair. He wanted to say so much, but didn't know how to begin. At the end he knew one of them has to break this silence.

Nong... I am sorry...
Gulf lifted his head slowly, he was lying peacefully on his favourite pillow, listening to his man's heart beats. He was taken back by his apology.
Why are you sorry phi..?
I know this is something that I cannot avoid, but still I feel bad I hurt you, had given you pain.
Gulf  smiled at him with a happy heart.
Phi I never knew there would be a day when pain would give me so much pleasure. You don't need to be sorry, you have given me the happiest moments of my life. We have made memories phi,...happy ones.

Mew couldn't hold back anymore, he pulled Gulf closer into a soft and gentle kiss. Gulf could taste the saltiness of Mew's tears as they kissed, but he let his man cry because he himself was overwhelmed.
Mew cried, silently as he tightened his hold on Gulf, he knew the man lying over him have freed him from years of solitude. He no longer felt emptiness inside, all he felt was a soothing peace and warmth. He didn't dare to release Gulf from his embrace, his heart cannot bare the pain of loneliness anymore.

Gulf knew all the happiness and pleasure he felt was not just from sex, but it was because of the man he loved. Things wouldn't be same with someone else, because sex is an emotion in motion, and only person who can trigger desires in him is his phi.
He knew what they had wasn't outstanding, but it was what he needed, they both have taken a next step in their relationship. They had their first experience together, they can learn and explore together in future, he wishes for nothing more.
With those unvoiced thoughts filling up their mind, the two men drifted of to a peaceful sleep in each other's embrace.

Guys.... I am back. Sorry for keeping you all waiting for a long time. I hope you all remember me and this story. I really had a hectic exam schedule. I was stuck with this chapter for nearly four  days. May be it's because I have lost touch with writing. Anyways hope you all enjoy reading this chapter. Hope you all had a Happy Christmas with your family and friends. I wish all my readers a very Happy New year in advance. Thank you❤❤❤