And i just want to fade away, into the sky under the sea.

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I wake up to the sound of my alarm, i groan, trying to hit the snooze button. "dammit, turn off you piece of shit." i say frustrated. It wouldn't stop so i threw it across the room, crashing onto the floor. I lay on my bed, contemplating my life decisions. I groan, "I guess it's time to go." I go to my closet, and pull out a pierce the veil shirt that is cut at the sides, some black skinnies, some blue and black vans, along with some blue tapers, and a Pierce The Veil bracelet, Asking Alexandria bracelet, falling in reverse bracelet, and an of mice&men bracelet. I pick up my shirt, grazing over all the scars and fresh cuts that cover my stomach. I keep saying I'll quit doing this to myself but I can't.. And I don't think I ever will. I put on perfume and grab my phone,walking downstairs, forgetting about my backpack. Running back upstairs, I grab my backpack from under my bed and feel a sharp poke on my finger. "Shit. Ow." I pull out my backpack, and moved my fingers over the object that poked me, I smile, recognizing the texture of the razor. "I thought I lost you." Putting it in the back of my phone case, I lock up the house and walk to the bus stop. "Damn, senior year, and I still haven't saved enough money for a car." I grab my headphones from my pocket, and put them in my ear, blasting The New National Anthem by Pierce The Veil. They're my favorite band, they've helped me with so much, I seriously owe them my life. The bus arrives, and I walk to the back, receiving glares from everyone. I give them a nasty look, and they carry on with their friends. I sit down in the 2nd to the last bus seat cause some kid was there already. We stop to pick up some more kids, and i see out of the corner of my eye, "Emily Warner." I whisper. Emily, well, shes bullied me my whole life, she still does. Calling me fat, ugly, slut, stupid, you name it. She walks to my seat, and whispers "Welcome back. " her cigarette breathe made me cringe. . The Balcony Scene came on when my music suddenly stopped. I looked to my head phones to see that they have been cut. Anger ran through my veins, and I turned to Emily, she had pink scissors in her hand, and a grin on her fake face, "Oops, my bad." she laughed. That was where I lost it. I stood up, fury in my eyes, and hate in my heart, she shrunk back in fear, and i grabbed her by her fake blonde hair, and I felt all eyes look at me, but I didn't care. "Look bitch. I have dealt with you for over 13 years. Ive ignored it, but you just fucking crossed the line." I spat. I pulled her hair harder as she yelped in pain. "Let go of me you psycho bitch!" she screamed. I pulled her face close to mine, "I'm done with your shit. You leave me the fuck alone, and I wont have to go any farther than this." I pushed her head and she hit the window, making a loud thump. "What the fuck is your problem??" she clawed at me, hitting my lip. I felt blood, and I smiled. I pulled her to the ground, and got on top of her and started punching her face, "This is for making me suffer all those years!" I punched her in the stomach, making her cough, all the kids were cheering, some taking video. I felt someone pull me off of her, "Ms. Anderson! stop!" the security yelled. "NO!" i yelled, my voice cracking a bit. I felt a tear go down my cheek, as I looked at Emily, I realized I REALLY fucked her up. Her nose was broken,  she had some scratches, her lip was busted. I grinned, happy with myself. Everybody was cleared off the bus, before I got off the bus, I grabbed Emily's headphones from her bag. "I'll be taking these, thank you." As I was taken to the office, security guard holding my arm. "i know where to go. Let go of my arm." I spat. He gave me a look, then let me go. While waiting to see the principle, I heard a familiar voice, "yeah yeah. No i'm new here, i really don't know where my class is." the voice sounded confused. I shrug it off, waiting for my punishment.

Edit: hi y'all, I'm just posting up this story that I created back in 2013 so I don't lose it on the other place I posted it on, I will be editing and adding as I go on, enjoy and let me know what you think! :)

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