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*ambers pov* *5 years later*
"Skylar! Bring me my brush!" I yelled, I was going to be late for work if he didn't hurry up. "Skylar Alexander perry!" I yelled, "I'm coming momma! Gosh." He said running with the brush. "Thank you baby." I said, kissing his cheek. "Awe momma, you got lipstick on my face." He said rubbing his cheek. "go put your shoes on." I said swatting him away. "Am I gon see uncle vic and Jaime today?" I nodded, putting my hair in a bun. "Yay!" He yelled, running into the living room. Okay so, let me recap the last 5 years for you. After tony died, my depression worsened, if it wasn't for sky, I wouldn't be alive. I still managed to stay here, for him. I finished high school, and college. I'm a professional tattoo artist, so, there's a win. I still self harm here and there, sometimes things get pretty bad, and I need a release. There hasn't been a day where I haven't thought about him. I miss him terribly. After mikes little outburst, he left San Diego, search for something more. I've heard about his new rapping project, he isn't that bad. I haven't heard from him in over 5 years. He missed the birth of sky, everything. I've dated a few guys, but they flipped once I told them i have a son. Vic and Jaime kept in touch of course, kinda being like sky's dads. I moved to an apartment really close to Jaime and Vic's, so i won't be all alone in this. The band kinda dissolved into nothing, and that's about it. I walked out of my room, watching sky watch ninja turtles on TV. I sighed, he is so much like this father. If only he could see him now. "Ready to go little turtle?" Skylar nodded, grabbing his ninja turtle backpack. I swear out of all the things, it had to be turtles. I put sky in his car seat, getting in the drivers seat. I turn the car on and begin to drive, I look at skylar through the mirror, he's playing with the stuffed turtle I gave him. You remember, the one I found when I went back to Tonys room. Skylar would giggle every time he squeezed the stomach because it made bubble noises. He looks so much like tony, it's uncanny. His brown eyes, his brown hair, facial structure, everything. We arrived, Jaime and vic got married a year after Tonys death, so they kept the same big house. I grabbed skylar, knocking on the door of the giant house. Iris opened the door, greeting me with a cheery smile. Iris is the girl the guys adopted, when she was about 10. Well, she's going to be 15 in a few weeks. Iris looks like a normal teen girl, well, in the punk world. She has black hair, green eyes, a perfect body, she's just, beautiful. I gave her sky's things,as she took him upstairs. I walked into the kitchen, where vic and Jaime were practically eating each other's face off. "Oh okaaayy gosh guys ew stop help my eyes I'm going to need therapy" I yelled covering my eyes. Jaime laughed, as vic was turning a deep red. "Oh uh, sorry about that am." Jaime said rubbing the back of his neck. "That's okay, but you're paying for therapy." I said grabbing a monster from the fridge and plopping myself on the couch. Jaime and vic sat in the couch across from me. "So, am. I haven't really asked you, how have you been? Like, are you okay?" Vic asked playing with Jaimes hair. I shrugged, sipping my monster. "Define 'okay'." Vic shook his head, glancing at Jaime. Jaime got up, and checked his watch. "Whoops, I'm going to be late for work. See you later babe. Bye am." Jaime said pecking vic on the lips. "Bye iris!" Jaime yelled, "bye dad!" Jaime smiled, grabbing his bag and walking out the door. The door slammed shut, which left vic and I in an awkward silence. Vic sighed, sitting in the seat next to me. He grabbed my hand, rubbing it with his thumb. "Amber..." I looked at vic, feeling my eyes swell up with tears. "It's been 5 years am... He's gone, we can't do anything about it.. You need to move on babe.." Vic pulled me onto his chest, rubbing my arm. "Easier said than done..it's been 5 years vic.. I just, can't" Vic looked at me, he tightened his grip around me, "I just don't want to forget..." I said, my voice cracking. Vic cleaned my tears. I looked at my watch, "vic. I'm going to be late, I need to go." Vic nodded, letting me go. "Hey, you're off tomorrow right?" I nod, grabbing my bag. "Okay, we hare having a girls night as soon as you get home. You need one." I smiled, that sounded really good right now. "Okay vic." I hugged him, and yelled goodbye to skylar and iris. This may be a good thing, I really need it. I really need to keep my mind off of him.
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Hot for Teacher
Fiksi Penggemar*****this is an older story that I wrote from 2013, pls don't laugh at me**** What will happen when Amber finds love in the place she hates the most? And how far will this new love go? ⚠️⚠️trigger warnings⚠️⚠️ Mentions smut, Self harm, depression a...