Hot for Teacher

Dear maria, count me in.

I sat in my car looking for my phone, when i realized i forgot it in the classroom. "awe, fuck." i mumbled. I sighed, and walked to my class, i opened the door, the smell of sex fills my nose, and then, reality and guilt hit me. I slept with emily. I slept with the biggest whore at school. I slept with the enemy. And now she might be pregnant! i felt a huge lump in my throat, what will amber say? what if she hates me? oh my god, i cant lose her. Nononono! i slid down the wall of my room, and just let the tears fall. I fucked up, BAD. I felt a burning sensation in my wrists, i havent cut in over 12 years. And im not going to start again. I pushed the thoughts to the back of my head, yelling at my demons to leave me alone. I shook my head at the thought of the razor kissing my skin. I stood up and cleaned my tears and looked for my phone. I found it on the floor next to emilys underwear. "fucking bitch." i mumble. I pick them up and throw them in the trash. I grabbed febreeze and spray the entire room, hoping to get the smell of sex out of the room. I fixed the desks, and looked around. Everything looked fine. I shrugged and got out of my room and locked the door. I started walking when i saw a familiar figure, and i realized it was amber. God, just, the thought of her makes me smile, screw butterflies, i feel the whole fucking zoo when im near her. i run to her, and i tapped on her shoulder. My smile soon fading away at the sight of her puffy red eyes. "amber? whats wrong? what happened?" i tried to hug her but she pulled away. "get. the. fuck. off. of. me." she spat. I looked at her wide eyed, "amber? what did i do? what happened?" i was hoping that she didnt know anything about me and emily. "why dont you go ask your fuck buddy?" i swallowed my spit nervously. "w-what are you ta-" she stopped me midsentece. "i saw fucking saw tony! i, i fucking saw." her yells turning into sad crying whispers. "amber, you gotta believe me. It was an accident. i swear." she rolls her eyes, "accident? a fucking accident? No tony, forgetting lyrics to one of your songs during a concert is an accident. But having sex, takes two people. Putting your dirty dick, inside a hoes vagina, doesnt "accidentally" happen." she started to walk away, "atleast it meant something." i mumbled. She gave me a sarcastic laugh, pulling her phone out of her pocket. She played it, and i felt my knees go weak. "im sorry? what did you say about it fucking meaning something?" tears started to fill my eyes, well, arent i an asshole. "i-i, im sorry amber. Im so s-" she flipped me off, "save it tony. you know what? fuck this. Im done. Goodbye mr. perry." she walked away, ignoring my calls for her. I fell to my knees, letting out a sob. Im such a fuck up! goddammit why cant i do anything right! I cant give up, i wont give up. Shes something special, and im not giving up so easy. I ran after her, and it started to rain. Great, make it more like a movie from the 80's. I finally caught up to her, i grab her by the wrist, and turn her around. I saw her flinch, and i knew my prediction was right. I guess ill have to talk to her about that later. "let. me. go." she said through her teeth. I was filled with anger, "not until you fucking listen to me!" i growled. She pulled her wrist from my grip, "what the fuck is there to listen to tony?! you slept with emily. you know i fucking hate her but noooo, you had to sleep with the biggest whore at this high school. I thought you were different. But i guess i was wrong." she walked away from me, it hurt. She couldnt be gone. No, she wont be. She cant be, no. I wont go without a fight. I called vic, mike, and jaime. To meet me at school in 5. When they arrived, i explained EVERYTHING. From the day i met her to, right now. They all look at me wide eyes, disappointment filling their eyes. "wow tony, smooth. Dont even care about her feelings." Vic spat. I squinted at him, "if i didnt fucking care, would i have called you guys over here? would i be standing in the fucking rain? would i be fucking crying?" i questioned angrily. They all looked at each other and shrugged. A couple minutes passed, when i saw a smirk come from vics face. Im going to fight for her, and i wont give up until ive won.

Edit: Tony you rly ain't shit... like you betray the girl whom you claim to love and then get upset when she says she's done w you? No sir, I am disappointed in 2013 me's POV of men 😤