I walked home in the rain, just me and my thoughts. My wrists were screaming at me, telling me they missed their friend, razor. I tried to fight it but, somehow my demons got the best of me. I arrived home, and took off all of my soaking clothes. I looked at myself in the mirror, "Just give up. You'll never be good enough." my brain screamed. "ive been put down for way to long." i whisper. i felt the tears start to well up, I get out of the bathroom, and put on some clean clothes. Taking off my makeup and putting my hair in a bun. I pulled the razor from the back of my phone, gazing at it in all its glory, seeing my reflection in it. I sighed, letting the razor kiss my skin. I grin in pleasure as i make another cut. But no, i wasnt stopping there, cut, after cut, after cut, i didnt stop till i was satisfied. I looked at my arms, satisfied with my new skin art. I went to the bathroom and cleaned myself up, most of the cuts stopped bleeding but, i felt sort of dizzy so i pulled on a sweater, and laid down. I heard something fall from the living room, scared shitless, i grabbed the bat from my closet and walked slowly to the living room. I look to see two people fighting on my couch. I look closely to see jaime preciado and mike fuentes fighting over a chocolate bar. "gimme, its mine! i found it first!" jaime whispered. I rolled my eyes, letting a smile creep on my face. "guys, shut the fuck up! this is a surprise for amber, dont fuck it up over a damn chocolate bar. "baby, stop. Ill buy you 3 chocolate bars when we finish here." vic cooed. "aawee, why does he get three?" mike whined. "stop being such a baby mike." tony whispered. tony, ugh, i dont want to see him or even hear him, wait, how the fuck did they get in my house? oh, yeah. I left the door open. I cleared my throat, and everyone turned to me. "amber, just listen, please." i rolled my eyes, "5 minutes perry." i spat. "oooh, shes frisky, i like that." mike winked at me, causing me to blush. Tony flipped him off and continued to explain. "look amber, i know i fucked up, really bad but, i know its not just me. I felt a connection between us, and i know you did too. But i know you wouldnt have listened to me so, i brought the guys along. Jaime, vic, and mike waved to me. "hi guys." vic maneuvered me to sit, and i did as i was told. "we have something for you, all tonys idea." vic smiled at me, and i saw tony bringing two chairs with him, with an acoustic guitar on his back. They both sat down, and he started strumming the chords to Kissing in Cars, damn it, he barely knows me and already knows the way to my heart. I felt a tear running down my cheek. Tony, he really cares. I know we have something here. These second chances wont leave me alone. He deserves another chance. I looked at tony, a huge grin spreak across his face. He stood up, putting his guitar on the chair. I ran to hug him, wrapping my legs around him. "im so sorry amber, forgive me, please?" he whispered into my ear. I nodded, burying my face into his neck. I got off of him, and he put his finger under my chin, and kissed me. A surge of energy went through our lips, i felt that spark, and i know he did too. I heard the guys clapping in the backround, and i pulled out of our kiss, blushing. "dont make me regret this perry." i whispered. He held onto my waist tighter, "Wouldnt dream of it doll face." he said, kissing my forehead. "okay so, i never got the chance to do this. HOLY FUCKING CRAP JAIME PRECIADO, VIC FUENTES, AND MIKE FUENTES ARE IN MY HOUSE OMFG HELP." I yelled. The guys laughed, and tony looked at me. "done?" tony asked. I nodded, "mmhmm." They all smiled at me, and i saw vic and jaime holding hands. "fuenciado." i whisper. They guys look at me and start laughing, vic blushing. "wait, so its real? ITS FUCKING REAL" I yell. "does this look real enough to you?" jaime said, pulling vic in for a kiss. "okay okay, OKAY. GUYS. STOP." mike yelled, throwing the chocolate bar at their face. "haha, mine now loser." Jaime stuck out his tongue, and mike rolled his eyes. "you guys are so immature at times." tony said through a laugh. "wait, why does it smell like this?" jaime said, practically sticking it up his nose. "thats because it was in a place called my nuts bitch!" mike said pointing towards his balls, Jaime looked wide eyed at mike, and dropped the bar. "OH. MY. GOD. I THINK I CAUGHT A DISEASE ONLY LORD KNOWS WHERE THAT DICK HAS BEEN DO YOU WANT ME TO DIE OH MY GOD FRENCHIS MOUTH WAS PROBABLY THERE OH MY GOD LORD KNOWS WHERE FRENCHIS MOUTH HAS BEEN HELP I CANT BREATHE IM DYING VIC TELL MY FAMILY I LOVE THEM." jaime said, throwing himself on the carpet pretending to choke. We all started laughing, grabbing our stomachs. Jaime was laying on the floor with his eyes closed and his tongue out. "jaime get up!" vic said between laughs. We all stayed there, making small talk, laughing at stories. "oh shit guys, its like, 11:00. We should get going." mike said looking at his phone. "aawee dont goooo." i whined. "dont worry amber, i always keep extra clothes in my car. I can stay here, if thats okay with you." tony asked. I nodded, and said goodbye to the guys. All the guys left, and tony went to go change, which meant to take off his shirt and pants. "really, thats all you sleep in?" i asked, pointing to his boxers. "hey, be happy im wearing them. I usually sleep in my birthday suit." i became wide eyed. "OH MY GOD THATS TRUE?" he nodded. "well, its getting pretty late, we have school tomorrow." i said, yawning. "but ammbberrrr!! i wanna watch star wars with you." i chuckled at his weird obsession with starwars. I remember seeing a picture on tumblr that said "imagine watching star wars with tony." well guess what bitches, im living it. I shrugged as we got into bed and watched star wars. Tony put his arms around me, and i smiled. He made me feel so safe, star wars ended, and i started to fall asleep. "hey amber?" i opened my eyes, to see a smiling tony, "hm?" "well, do you maybe like, want to go to dinner or something tomorrow? its friday so, you know. We could get pizza o-" i put my finger to his lips, hes so adorable when he rambles. "id love too." he grinned, kissing me goodnight before we both went to sleep.
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Hot for Teacher
Fanfic*****this is an older story that I wrote from 2013, pls don't laugh at me**** What will happen when Amber finds love in the place she hates the most? And how far will this new love go? ⚠️⚠️trigger warnings⚠️⚠️ Mentions smut, Self harm, depression a...