Lover's Identity

Chapter 11

You could never even think how much I want you. You could never even think how much I love you. Because you are too afraid to think those things and I am too afraid to express those things but not today

**** Mature content ahead****

The rest of the filming went quite well that day as Haar felt a burden has been lifted off his chest and Yoren's constant support made him back to normal again in no time.

No one could side remark his acting skills anymore. If any, Haar's acting chops increased more as he is hyperfocused on only three things in life now. Acting, Games, Yoren. Things that mattered.

One cozy evening, the lack of central heating at Haar's place made the two figures snuggle close under the heating blanket. Haar is busy checking the magazines if there is any new news of their show DOB. 

"There is no news about DOB except for a mention of Tiera's new crush on set." Haar smirked hinting the new crush is Yoren. A hint of jealousy can be heard in his voice.

These days no one knows what came after Tiera, she is actively trying to stir the pot claiming that all the three guys are interested in her on set. The truth couldn't be too far. Tiera doesn't really like Haar and envious of his acting skills while Yoren doesn't give a damn about her though she finds him low key hot. As for the male lead he is already in a secret relationship. The production team let it be as it will be a good gossip aka promotion for the show and asked the male actor's cooperation.

"Senior, leave that gossip queen's nonsense. Let's do something interesting, how about we rehearse this page" Yoren playfully threw some papers at Haar.

Little brat usually would not practice his lines and all of a sudden is taking an initiative by himself?  Haar pleasantly surprised by this proposition but soon the surprise turned to a nightmare looking at the content of the papers.

Director Well wanted to film them the last as he believes the cast would be used to each other in the meantime and have developed nice chemistry.

"I don't think those scenes need much rehearsal" Haar avoided Yoren's burning gaze.

"Senior, if you don't want to rehearse then my first kiss will probably with the gossip queen then, will you be okay with it?" Yoren raised a brow playfully.

Suddenly a dreadful reality stuck Haar looking at the papers.

Nighty percent of the filming is finished. Only initmate scenes between Tiera and male lead, Tiera and Yoren, Yoren and Haar were remaining.

After a few schedules the filming will be over. There is no need for them to meet anymore. Will Yoren be still by his side then?

The relationship with Yoren became deeper than Haar could've ever expected.

All those days they spent together. All  those meals he made for Yoren. All those walks they took along with Games. The first time they drank together with Ake. The time Yoren waited in a line for an entire day to get tickets and got sick. The time they ice skated together. The days they spent filming together. Yoren became a part of his life. He cannot imagine a day without him now. He is not ready to lose Yoren yet.

He couldn't help but ask meekly "Did you audition for any other projects?"

"No" Yoren said casually.

"Then what are you going to do after DOB?"

"Um...I will just take rest like this" Yoren placed his head on Haar's lap looking up at him adoringly. 

"Stop kidding, for real what are you going to do?" there is a sense of urgency and despair in Haar's voice.

Yoren couldn't control himself seeing Haar like that anymore. A range of complex emotions set in his heart. Like Haar, he never expected things would turn this way as well. He just wanted to see Haar happy at first without knowing he now wants to be the reason for Haar's happiness.

At once he flipped their positions as he laid on top of Haar.

"Senior, are you afraid of losing me?" He looked straight into Haar's eyes.

Involuntarily Haar's shook his head in a yes without him even noticing.

"Then I won't go any where" Yoren slowly closed the distance between them observing every single micro expression on Haar's face.

Haar closed his eyes, his lips slightly protruded with anticipation. Within seconds the anticipation turned into ecstasy.

Yoren's lips pressed tight against Haar's as he softly pinned Haar's hands upwards.

A feeling that is so raw overtook Yoren's senses as he demanded his way into further.

Two lips intertwined with passion as heavy breaths surrounded the air.

Haar couldn't contain the immense desire overtaking him and wanted to push Yoren to save himself from embarrassment. But his hands were pinned upwards. All he could do is give in to the moment. Give himself up to Yoren.

After a few moments, Yoren broke the kiss only to take off his shirt as the mole on under his eye twitched alluringly while Haar gulped flustered.

He took Haar's hand and placed it gently on his chest making him feel how fast his heart is beating.

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