Nah but fr im going through a really tough and fucked up time rn and I really don't know how tf to feel about it still...
a few months ago my mum was told that she had 4-5 years MAXIMUM to live and that's if she doesn't die of a heart attack before those 5 years are up..
she's had a really bad heart "condition" or something idk what it is cause I can't remember want it was called or whatever
but she's been REALLY fucking sick like REALLY REALLY sick and she hasn't been able to move at all basically and when she does it's very very hard for her too and she's in an incredible amount of pain
(even if she doesn't move.. she's constantly in pain. in the chest, back, neck, head, legs, feet & arms)
And she'll be ok for an hour and then all of a sudden she'll be in a shit ton of pain again and her heart and lungs will fuck up really bad.
And she's been in and out of hospital for the past few months too.
So ya.
That's how My life's been lately.
Very nice.
