I might not update any of my books for a while yet because of the constant pain in my arm like holy shit I'm trying to act tuff and say I'm fine and it doesn't hurt anymore but HOLLLYYYY SHHIIIITTTTT.
ThisShitFuckingStingsLikeHolyFuckPleaseShootMeInTheHeadNextTimeLikeDamn😭
But overall, I'm okay.
Also I was sitting on the window sill looking down at everyone walking around in the streets but because I was high (on like floor 3) everyone was super tiny and it just looked like ants and I think I was seeing shit but it looked like there was a group of people fighting..Idk how to explain it lmfao but yeah
I couldn't sleep when I was in hospital though... I constantly had nightmares and wanted go back home so fucking bad cause I fucking hate hospitals I always have but they all said no and it didn't matter how many times I asked to go home, they never let me.
But it's okay, I still have fLaShBaCkS and nightmare typa things and my paranoia and anxiety is WAYYYYYYYYYYY WAAAAYYYYYYYY WAAAAAAYYYYYY WAAAAAYYYY WORSE but I'm ok.
