KiLL ME
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I absolutely hate my life,
I really want to fucking end it.
I really miss my fuckin' idols.
All I ever wanted was to make my idols happy & to see them happy,
I couldn't even have that.
All I feel and know is pain.
Suicidal thoughts constantly consume me and my mind.
All I want to die.
I want to end my suffering.
My idols were the only people that ever made me feel heard, appreciated, cared about, loved, happy & so many other things.
No one has ever made me feel any positive emotion ever unless, it was my idol.
My idols were the only ones that had the power over me to do all of that.
My idols never made me mad a day in my entire life.
Every human being I've spoken to/seen/met had made me feel so fucking horrible.
They make me/make me feel angry, like shit, Like a failure, stupid, uncomfortable, useless, helpless, annoying, lost, confused, suicidal, depressed, alone, unheard, ignored, broken, hurt, heartless, cold, forgotten, unappreciated, unloved, not cared about & i can continue to go on and on about how people make me feel.
Just please end my fucking suffering.
Every time i try to end it,
It never fucking works.
I must be doing something wrong but I don't know what.
Can someone please just kill me already.
All I want is to die.
I can't handle any of this anymore.
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