Friends With Benifits #Watty's2016

Chapter 23

Cassie:

Recap:

He sighed "what do you want to know?" He asked

  "Tell me about your past, Tell me about your brother"

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Present:

  Matt stood up abruptly and when I thought he was about to leave he started pacing. He ran his hands through his hair "I don't want you to look at me differently but if you do,i-i won't blame you" he said as he stopped pacing.

  I nodded and he came and sat next to me once again.

  "Just know that after I tell you this..even if you hate me I can't leave you alone! At least not until this whole Terrance thing goes away" he said and I frowned why would I hate him? 

  Oh my gosh now I'm scared!

I was shaking on the inside but nonetheless I nodded for him to continue.

  "Me, Alec, Justin and Jason were childhood friends..our whole family knew each other we were practically a family our selves. Me and Jason were so close that even Alec and Justin sometimes asked how we do it ...we never had an argument! We were practically best friends.. We knew when the other was down...we were twins so..." He trialed off and chuckled coldly "twins? I thought he was your little brother?" I said confused

  "He is..I was born two whole minutes before him! Anyways even though me and Jason were twins we were so different! Believe it or not..he was the bad boy while I was the good one, We balanced each other out... He got me to do things I'd never do!" Matt continued to talk as I saw a small smiles grace his face "but I would always tell him when we were going to far and he would always listen saying that I was the wise one, And that I always knew better. That was until we met Terrance. We just turned thirteen when Jason told me one day how one of his friends had all this money...around that time mom and dad were struggling to make ends meet and they would always be fighting...Jason wanting to help out asked his friend how he made all that money..and so his friend took us to Terrance one day. Terrance was just 19 around that time and get he killed more people then I could count." He said then sighed while passing his hands through his hair.

   "When Terrance met Jason, Alec, justin and I he instantly liked us...said there was something 'special' about us. Of course me being the wise one had a really bad feeling about this...but when I brought it up to my brother that we shouldn't join the gang we had a fight...our first fight! Man... Jason was hell bent on helping out my parents, he hated when they argued so I understood why..so in the end I couldn't let my brother join a Gang alone and Justin and Alec decided to back me up. When we told Terrance we would join the Gang he warned us that if we joined we couldn't leave....that t-the only way to leave  w-wa-was through..." He sighed once again and I bit my lips waiting for him to continue..
Do I even want to hear the rest?

"Was T-through Death" he whispered the last words and I gasped "h-how did y-you-"  I started but he cut me off.

   "I'm getting there...anyways we all agreed and he started training us then he would gave us little task here and there like selling drugs...but the first real task he gave us was to 'take care' of a guy who wouldn't pay him..at first we were confused but then we realized what he ment....we had to kill the guy" at that his face went completely blank

"And since I was the oldest out of all of them...I had to pull the trigger" he said and I gasped "y-you d-didn't ri-right?" I asked as my eyes widened in horror.