Wasn't meant to be.. [Draco Malfoy] English version

Chapter 11

'Juliette' I open my eyes frightened. I look confused around me to see where I am. The fog blocking the view is still there. I looked up to see who was awake so early. I wasn't expecting anyone else but, the slytherin boy named Draco Malfoy stood in the shadow of the big globe in the middle of the room. I asked 'Malfoy?' as I quickly closed my dark green sketchbook. 'What are you doing here?' I heard him ask and I didn't know what to say. 'Thinking.' I say briefly, not forgetting what was going on the night before while staring into the thick fog. 'It's 6 o'clock,' he says with a look my brother could give as well, like that morning after the first time I dreamed about the boy who stands in front of me now. 'And what are you doing here?' I say irritated. The whole conversation we looked at each other maybe twice. He is standing in front of me against the pillar and only now it strikes me how empty his gaze is. I wanted to say something hurtful about the night before but his look made me feel sorry. Without answering my previous question he looks at my book. 'Well, what does that book say?' This time he does look at me. I shrug my shoulders 'nothing special.' I get up and put my hands on the railing and I look into the landscape. 'I wanna go back Draco,' I suddenly say, his attitude changes when I approach him by his first name instead of his last name. 'That is not possible. Lord Voldemort needs you'. My eyes enlarge, Luna told me about him and how Harry, Hermione and Ron are trying to defeat him. 'Just because I'm related to Grindelwald doesn't mean I'm like him,' my head starts spinning. 'I want to go home to my family,' the emotions are coming out of my body with a rage. 'Juliette-' Draco tried to say but I walked towards him. 'To my dying father,' I say, looking at him with tears in my eyes. I grab everything I had with me from the dusty ground and walk down the spiral stairs quickly. Now I was the one who left Draco speechless. The world around me was spinning. Harry was right he couldn't trust me. I was an enemy to him even though he didn't know that yet. I began to doubt myself on the way to the main hall. Am I who I think I am, am I the innocent Greenvile or am I deep inside an evil Grindelwald. If my brother had been here he could have comforted me with his gentle personality. I change direction and decide to go where it all began. I walked angry, sad, nauseous across the corridors. I felt my nails engraving prints in my hands. 

There I stood in front of the big closet I got out 2 days ago. There was so much that had happened those 2 days that it felt like 2 weeks. My hand with still black nail polish on my nails that Daisy had put on it a week ago grabbed the handle of the right door. I was shaking because I hoped I could go home but somewhere I didn't want to leave the people here. I hesitated when I was standing in front of the open closet. I should have stepped right into it. 'Juliette!' It was Draco who came running. I sighed and an angry feeling filled me. I wanted to turn around and get angry but I saw something with a lot of light coming towards me and the last thing I saw was Draco with an pity look and his wand facing me. 

My consciousness returned and a severe headache caught me. I groaned from the constant thumping headache. I carefully opened my eyes, afraid of the light. I carefully turned my head to look around me. Dark theme room, three beds in total. A parfum came up my nose. Boy's perfume... like Draco's sweater... Suddenly it came to me where I was and what had happened.

  ~'Juliette is not present for this lesson due to circumstances...' Snape announces monotonously and without emotion on his face. Hermione and Harry looked up suspiciously. Draco was looking around with a feral look, something the 2 did not notice. 'This is her first lesson. Why would she want to miss it?' Harry said with a thoughtful look. Ron who only now realizing that something is going on, looks up. When Hermione realizes that Snape is watching them, she whispers, without taking her eyes off her half-brewed Poison, 'She was up very early this morning.' Ron messes up the appearance in front of Snape. 'Who are we talking about?' Ron says when he raises one of his eyebrows and looks in the direction of Harry and Hermione. 'What do we think we're doing?' says Snape when he's standing next to the three of them. Harry sighs.

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The smell I liked so much earlier only makes my pounding headache worse. I sit quietly on the edge of the bed. The cold ground meets my feet and I get up staggeringly. I didn't feel like sleeping anymore even though it was the best thing for my headache but when I am in bed I would give room for thoughts and that's all I didn't want at this moment. The clock above 1 of the desks comes into my attention. 'Quarter to 9! My first lesson has already started,' I say in panic. I stumble to the door on my almost bare feet surrounded only by stockings. The large dark ebony door is locked. 'Fuck.' I hit the door with my fist. I stand with my back against the door and let myself slide down the door. With my arms resting on my knees I sit with my hands in my hair against the door in the boys smelling bedroom. Hoping that I can leave soon.