Wasn't meant to be.. [Draco Malfoy] English version

Chapter 12

I had already fallen asleep when someone wanted to open the door from the other side. 'Greenvile?' I hear a heavy male voice. I quickly get up and straighten my red squared skirt. The door opens, I had no idea who would come in. A man with half-long black hair comes in. (Rather dramatic though) When he sees me an indignant look comes into his eyes. Not knowing it's coming from my red eyes and the smudged black mascara , I look at him questioningly. He picks up his sentence from before. 'Greenvile, after school you come with Malfoy and me' is the only thing that comes out of his mouth before he leaves the room again with an overly exaggerated swing. I close my eyes for a second or two and take a deep breath. A heavy nervous feeling overwhelms my intense sadness that I had just moments before. I also see that the door is a little bit open. I run to my black shiny school uniform shoes and put them on quickly. A quick check on the mirror. I am frightened when I see the mirror. My almond colored eyes are now surrounded by red. Maybe this was my destiny. The cold water that I rub on my heated face makes my thoughts change. No, I am not like that. I am not a murderer. I grab my bag that is neatly placed next to the bed. I hadn't prepared anything this morning because I didn't expect-yeah, you get it. I pick it up quickly, hoping someone won't come in again. 'Greenvile.' I hear behind me. I straighten my back and look dead against the wall. 'Please don't get mad at me.' I hear Draco say. The opposite of what Draco said, the anger was already rising when I heard his voice. I swallowed and turned around. I kept my eyes closed to not see Draco for just one moment. Don't say anything Juliette, don't say anything Juliette. Rumbles through my head. I know I had to get out of here if I didn't want to start a fight. I take my bag and without thinking I walk to the door. I avoid his gaze and when I walked past him, all I had seen of him were his shoes. Without words I leave the warm, smelling boys' room. I knew where to go. I had already been here. I hear my shoes clicking on the stone steps. 'DO YOU KNOW HOW TERRIBLY STUPID YOU ARE, NO ONE CAN TRUST YOU THERE! YOU ONLY HAVE ME!' I hear Draco shouting, his sentence echoing between the stone walls 'Just walk, Juliette.' I whisper to myself surprised by the tone he suddenly gives. After every 1.5 meters I feel the warmth of the torches on the wall. The stairs seem much longer that it did the first day I was here. That day everything still seemed beautiful. Confusing but beautiful. I lick my dry lips and taste something salty and only then do I notice that tears slide down my cheeks. Daisy would laugh at me when she heard how many times I cried these days. 'Juliette, you hardly ever cry, there's something wrong with you'. I still hear her say that when I cried for a very sad movie a couple of weeks ago. 'Indeed, I hardly ever cry.' I wake up from my thoughts when Draco slams the door loudly at the top of the stairs. I am now in an empty Slytherin Common Room. I breathe a sigh of relief as I would find it extremely embarrassing to meet people here right now. I walk up the dark corridor. The headache has gone down to somewhere gently droning in the background. I am angry but more sad and oh there is that terrible anxiety.

The emotions consume my energy and I can feel it only too well, so I don't pay attention when I want to walk to my next lesson. Defence Against The Dark Arts. I run into Fred and he starts laughing. I quickly say sorry and want to walk on since I am not in a very good mood to talk. He stops me and I look at him. His deep brown eyes kindly stare at me, 'You have to come with us this afternoon.' Says Fred with a smile as he nods to George, who I hadn't noticed until then. 'Uhh, why?' I say without too much emotion. I can't explain it but Harry and the other 2 are up to something,' says George in response to my question with that sweet smile that he can give so well. 'I don't think Harry wants me there if it's a secret,' I say softly. I don't know if I would want to be there myself. The more I know, the more I can betray them and that is something I want to avoid above all else. Fred and George look at me questioningly. 'Forget it, I'll see if I can come.' I say with a forced smile and walk on with a fast footsteps. 'You really have to come! I hear Fred calling out, a smile appears on my face. I couldn't help it, he's just so adorable. I enter the classroom. Clearly a bit too late. I see Umbridge standing in front of the classroom. Everyone looks up when they hear me close the door. I swallow when I meet Umbridge's eyes. 'And what gives you the right to be late?' she asks as she folds her hands in front of her. I avoid her stern look and then see the glances of Harry, Ron and Hermione.

 I could read Harry's suspicion in his eyes. He had every right to it, I think in myself. Would they know what exactly is going on? 'Sit down quickly this time.' Says Umbridge and I see Harry and the group are surprised at the unpunished sentence from Umbridge. I quickly walk up to Luna who I had spotted when I opened the door. 'Heyy, where were you the first hour?' She whispers, not knowing what's going on. A nauseous feeling came up. I could feel the burning eyes of the three people behind me. 'I can't tell you here,' I say softly hoping Umbridge doesn't hear it. Luna nods and she continues taking notes of what Umbridge was saying. I looked around the classroom. Nobody sits here with with pleasure, I can read it from the faces that are all half asleep. Umbridge explains while the sun shines on the oak benches. Instagram worthy lighting I think to myself. I keep my laughter in. 'What makes me think that,' I think to myself as I shake my head. Nobody here has a phone, I already knew that. I am frightened when the door opens with a crash. 'Malfoy, you're already way too late and enter like this. After class with me.' She says strictly. I look back and see Draco's face, which is clearly far from happy. Without saying anything he sits down with Grabbe and Goyle. Luna looks at me with a look as if she has solved the situation. I look away sadly. She knows enough and decides to ask after class. Draco can't be that angry about the incident with me, something else must have happened. In my thoughts sunk I look at the three who are now making connections between me being too late and Draco being too late. Or so I guess, since they are whispering fiercely. Hermione looks my direction and I look away, my thoughts panic when I meet the eyes of the Malfoy. I saw anger but also a lot of sadness in his eyes and all I could do was feel sorry for him.