Bad Guy

Oh To Be Beanie

*Kat's room but w/ a lottttt of stuffed animals on the bed*

K A T A R A

3 days later

"Kat! Someone's at the door for you!", says Isa.

I groan into my pillow getting irritated that my much needed sleep was interrupted.

Its been 3 days since me and Leo's argument and I thought everything was well and I'd feel much better but all I can do is sleep all day instead of feeling better about myself,

I just feel so.....

lost.

I get up from my bed and lazily walk out my room. Who the hell is even here I have only two friends and they live with me so who could possibly be on the other side?

I walk into the living room and see Michi on the couch and he looks towards me and says, "She's alive!"

I groan and look the other way and see Isa holding the door open leaning against it and I see Isaac standing their with a smug look on his face.

I widen my eyes and try to fix my hair and walk towards the door and say, "Oh my gosh! Hey Isaac didn't see you there!"

I close the door as I walk out so that Isa and Michi won't be nosy and turn towards him.

He looks at me for a second then reaches his hand up and rubs under my eyes and says, "You've been crying?"

I sniff and rub my nose and turn my head the other way and say, "No i-it's just dust....in my.....eyes."

He raises an eyebrow not believing me and says, "Okay then, but just a question, did you intentionally mean to miss our date or was it just by accident?"

I bite my lip and look down not knowing how to respond to him.

Oh yeah just fucked my ex boss and cancelled our date because he told me too, my subconscious mocks me.

Now I have to make an excuse and lie and I hate lying.

I sigh and say, "I-I just got really busy and I had so much work to prepare that I forgot to tell you I was busy."

I look up at him finally and he says, "You don't need to lie to me, I'd understand if you didn't want to go on a date. It was a risky move, I know you and Leonardo probably have something going on."

I felt my eyes tear up at the mention of Leonardo and I feel like cursing myself. I shouldn't miss him. He mistreated me and didn't care about me like I cared for him.

A tear fell from my eyes and Isaac's face turned concerned and he asks, "Katara are you alright?"

I bite my trembling lip and shake my head no as more tears started falling down uncontrollably.

He reaches forward and holds me in his arms but these aren't the arms I wish were holding me right now.

This whole time all I could think about was how mad he made me that I didn't realize that cutting Leo out my life isn't what I wanted. I was just so mad at him last night, I didn't mean what I said.

He probably never wants to talk to me again.

I hold onto Isaac tightly and just let the tears fall from my eyes.

He caress my back and says, "Let it out amore, I'm here."

His soothing words caused more tears to fall down my cheeks because all I've wanted was someone to be there for me, someone to tell me all is well, someone to just hold me and tell me everything is alright.