Eyes On You

IV

Jungkook's POV

It's the fifth day today. I have tried my level best to stay will her all the time. Luckily I have all the classes with her so I get to spend time with her.

I think the time that I lost back then in high school with her is now being covered up.

But as far as I know her she must be thinking that I am bothering her and invading her personal space. I stay with her all the freaking time.

I get so carried away sometimes that I do alot of stupid things. Like once she was talking to some girl. I literally dragged her away and started a convo with her. Ugh. I am still embarrassed.

It's the fourth period about to end. She left the class during the beginning of the period.

Where is she? As soon as the recess begun I started searching for her in the whole premises. She's nowhere to be found.

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After half an hour I was walking out of the building when I saw her peacefully entering through the gates. I went up to her.

"Yeah Jungkook, what do you want?" "Return my pencil" Crap?! What did I say?!! Couldn't I find a better thing?! "Pencil?"

"Yeah. The one which you took from me yesterday to make notes". I am so dead after this.

First, the pencil idea was total shit. Second, ShE dOeSn'T mAkE NoTeS!! "I don't remember taking a pencil from you and I don't even make notes, why would I take it then?" Crap crap crap. Is she pissed? Shit.

"I don't know just return it to me". Wait, why couldn't I simply ask her where she was all this time? Did I need to use a stupid pencil as a reason to talk to her?

"But I don't have any pencil?"  "Either return my pencil or buy me a new one" "Seriously? I mean that was the lamest I've ever heard Jungkook... But sure, I'll buy you a new one. Buy as many as you want. Be it one, two or hundred. Any design any cost. I don't mind. I mean for sure more than one cause next time if I take your pencil atleast you'll have a spare one." She looks totally pissed. That WAS the lamest though. Lol.

"Fine, so when are we going?"I started "Today?" "Ok tell me when so I'll get ready" " Ready?! Duh we're going to buy a pencil, we're not going on a date that you need to get ready?!"

Lol, I didn't think of it as anything less than a date. "Oh, so when?" " AfTeR cOlLeGe 0_o" "ok so I was thinking that the pencil-" I was going to ask her that where was she all this while but she cut me off and started yelling in a surely annoyed tone.

"Jungkook see I will buy you a pencil, fine? Feel free to choose whichever type you want. Now please let me go now and- leave it".

Wait, she stopped in the middle? What was she going to say? I have the chance now otherwise later I won't be able to ask. I quickly ran up to her, held her by her shoulder and stopped her.

"What were you saying? Why did you stop? Tell me? Please? Please tell me? Please?"

"Fine, if you want to hear then, STOP BOTHERING ME ALL THE TIME!" My heart broke into a million pieces. Hurt was clearly shown in my eyes.

All this while I was making assumptions that I am quite bothersome. But am I that bad? I didn't join any of my classes afterwards. I didn't want to face her. I just sat on a bench nearby.

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It was hometime now. I was watching people leave. Suddenly someone came and sat next to me.

I could feel her presence and knew that it was her. But I didn't look at her. "Umm ... sorry" I immediately looked at her in shock.

"What did you say?" "Um I'm s-sorry" I looked away and smiled eye to eye. "So ... about your pencil-" I held her hands and intertwined our fingers. "Let's go!"

Happiness was evident from my tone. "I was surprised" I said. "Why?" "Because as far as I know you, you never say sorry and you have never said it. So-" "oh. yeah" 

We entered the store to buy the bitchass pencil.
I quickly went to the shelf were pencils were kept and picked the most cheapest and simplest one.

I mean, why should I waste her money? Plus I have like infinite pencils at home and in my bag right now. I am not even freaking fond of pencils.

That was one of the reason I picked up the simplest one. I realised that she asked me to take two, although sarcastically. I picked another one of the same kind. We went to the counter and use payed for it.

"So?" she said. "So?" I repeated. "So, I'll get going then" I didn't want to let her go this early. "Let's buy some ice cream first, I'll pay" I grinned and was happy that if she paid for the stupid pencil,I will kind of return her money by treating her.

I wanted to change her mood too. "Pfft fine" she chuckled. Aww cute. We bought two ice creams and I payed for them.

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When I returned home, I sat on my study desk and starting writing in my diary which I recently started updating again.

I couldn't help but think of the smile she gave me while happily eating the ice cream. I closed my diary, and started completing my assignments. The thought of her never leaving my mind. I slept smiling to myself.

She is so cute.