Requested by: _hannana19
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to all of you guys! Here in our country there is an extension in this season which is incredible. Hope you guys are safe and happy with your family! heheh sorry for the blurry photo.
Forgot to mention but tHANK U SM FOR 100K READS GAAAHHHH OMO. I COULDNT BELIEVE THAT I WILL REACH THIS AMOUNT. My imagines are cringey at some point but its whatever. I'm really grateful and thankful to y'all. Warm hugs hehe.
Hope you like this! ♡
Going back and forth in my room, thoughts were flying around my mind. I couldn't focus on everything as they are bugging me ever since I felt the need to make an action.
I took a seat on my bed when my feet started to ache. I plopped on the comfortable comforter, relaxing in its warmth. My gaze were set on the white ceiling.
Should I say it to him? Will he even feel the same way? Will we be having the same feelings for each other?
I'm quite scared of rejection because I sense how it hurts so badly. Just witnessing someone getting rejected, especially from the person you adore the most, hits very bad in the feelings.
And I don't want that to happen to me. But if it is not meant to be, then it's really not. I can't do anything about it anymore. We can't force it to be match with each other.
Deep sighs inside.
But whatever happens, I will just say it anyway. Whether it will not be the way I wanted it to be, I will accept it.
I was about to call that someone I love to tell him about my feelings for him when a knock was heard that startled me. I stood up, raising my eyebrow in confusion.
I headed towards the door, hesitating to open it at first before twisting the door knob. Then, a tall boy faced me with a huge smile on his face. His eyes executed his famous 10:10 eyes.
"(Y/N)!"
I went beside the door for him to walked in. "Soonyoung, hey! What brings you here?"
He stepped in, "I need to tell you something."
I closed the door. I scrunched my eyebrows, thinking what does he want to say. I turned around to see him lying down on my bed. I came closer before taking a seat on a chair.
"Really? Same here. I want to tell you something and it is urgent."
He turned his gaze to me, having a worried expression planted on his face.
"Mines urgent as well. You know what, let us say them at once. What do you think?"
I nodded in agreement. He sat up, facing his entire self towards me. He gave a signal before opening his mouth, but I wasn't able to say it out loud.
The words that came out struck in the strings of my heart.
I suddenly felt everything shut down but I composed myself because I need to be strong no matter what.