"Why do you have to leave?"
I'm with my boyfriend at the airport. My eyes were swollen and my nose was red af. Joshua have to come back to Korea for his group Seventeen. They'll be going back to work and also they're going to have their comeback.
He only stayed for two months here in LA. We had so much fun that we didn't realize that yesterday will be the last day of our happiness. It's really hard to be in a long distance relationship. But I'm really surprised that we survived this kind of relationship. Joshua has been busy these last few days even though he was on a break.
I'm going to miss him.
"Y/N, don't worry I'll be back, I promise." He took my hands in his as he caressed them. He looked so sad that he's in the urge of tears.
"But Joshua, that's not the thing. You'll be away for months again or years I guess and you'll be busy that we can't talk to each other anymore."
All passengers departing for Incheon Airport, the gate is now open. Please proceed to gate 3.
I closed my eyes because it's obvious that it's the flight of Joshua. I don't want to experience of being lonely, all by myself and no company. I wish we could bring back the old times where there are no distractions, and interruptions before he joined the group. Before he became an idol.
"Eyy, stop crying. It doesn't suit you."
I didn't even know that I'm crying already. He cupped my cheeks and wiped the tears that we're flowing down. He placed our foreheads together as he stared at me deeply. Sadness is playing in his brown orbs.
"Can you do me a favor?" he asked.
I took a deep breathe, "S-sure."
"Don't be sad while I'm gone. Please don't lock yourself inside your room and cry. I want to feel that you're having fun with your friends or even with your parents. Don't feel depressed because I'm away. Please support us."
I nodded, trying to give a smile, and thankfully I succeeded. I really can't control my tears anymore as we only have 15 minutes to spare.
After hanging out together and talked about funny things and non sense stuffs, the speaker bursted out a voice saying,
Last call for Seoul, South Korea, please proceed to gate 3.
We stood up from our seats and faced each other. He has a thin line lips but gave me a weak smile. We hugged each other for the last time. He pulled away and grabbed my cheeks. Suddenly, I felt a pair of lips on mines.
I'll miss those lips. I'll miss those hugs.
I'll miss everything.
"I'll see you soon Y/N Y/L/N."
"I'll see you soon too Hong Jisoo."
He walked away. I watched him heading to the gates, leaving me heartbroken. He took a glance once again and mouthed 'I love you' at my way, which I returned.
I'll be happy just for the sake of us both. You'll always be in my heart.
Goodbye Joshua.
