"Shut all your mouths up!"
I flinched at the sudden outburst of my boyfriend.
He's been stressed with their comebacks in their group Seventeen. All the members are not cooperating with him because I guess they can't control their excitement about their new songs for the Carats.
Everyone stopped at what they're doing and looked at their leader, scared at what he's up to next.
"Didn't you hear what I said? Stop having fun because we need to practice. I know, we know that we're done with the songs, choreographs and learned them, but it doesn't mean that we can relax already. Didn't you know that practice makes perfect?"
All the members nodded their heads, as some of them looked down at the ground, and some are looking scared.
"Hoshi."
Hoshi looked up from the ground quickly as he ran towards S.Coups and rubbed his arm, nervously.
"Ne."
"Practice all the songs. I'll not be joining you. I need to cool off. Seventeen, listen to your leader for now while I get some air."
They nodded their heads once again.
I sighed, and I heard S.coups, "I trust you Soonyoung."
He gulped, nodding his head. "Yes leader." I could tell that Hoshi is scared of him because he really never calls him by his first name, unless it's a serious conversation.
With that, S.Coups walked away with a tired expression. Then, we heard the door slammed closed. I stared at it at the moment before I removed my gaze to the 12 boys.
"Practice okay?" I sympathetically smiled at them.
"Sure noona." Dino assured, same goes to the others.
I patted Hoshi on the back and he gave me a small smile which I returned.
Wondering where I'm heading?
I'm at the rooftop looking for S.Coups. Every corner, there's no sign of him. I went inside and every room, there's still no S.Coups. I felt bad for him because I know that he worked hard for his group. It's hard to be a leader. It's even harder because you're handling a group that consist of 12 members.
But I'm impressed with how the boys cared for each other. They have a great chemistry. They're not only a boy group but a family.
Finally, after hours of hunting, I saw him on the record studio with his phone on his hands. His eyes are closed. I think he's sleeping.
I quietly walked in, cause I don't want to disturb him in his sleep. I stopped on my tracks when I heard him shuffle in his seat.
"Y/N, you don't have to be quiet."
I chuckled, "I'm sorry. I wasn't sure if you're resting or what."
He shook his head, smiling. "Well, I'm not."
I took a seat beside him. I watched him breathe as his chest went in a steady beat. Up and down slowly. It was silent for a while. We didn't talk to each other. Also, I don't want to talk because I want him to cool off like he said a while ago.
"Why so quiet babe?"
I blinked out of my thoughts and looked at him. He is already looking at me with worried eyes.
"Are you mad at me that I scolded the members? If it is, I'm really sorry. I guess I was really tired and I just want to show the Carats a really great performance. I don't want to be an epic fail since I'm the leader."
I shook my head, grabbing his hands. "That's not it. I was only worried about your health. These past days, you were really stressed and also you're lacking of sleep. As a leader, you need to be healthy, as in good condition. See, you have big eye bags. I don't know why you're experiencing this kind of thing. Can you do me a favor will you?"
He bit his lip but didn't hesitate at nodding his head with his eyes looking at mines deeply.
"Apologize to your members and don't be stress."
"But Y/N, I can't relax because we're having our comeback soon and every-"
"S.Coups."
He quickly shut his talkative mouth.
"I know that you want a great product, but you still need to take it slowly. I swear, if you're always angry, the performance will be bad. You don't want that to happen right?"
"Of course. Y/N-"
"That's great to hear. So, go and tell what's the problem so that everyone will not be scared of you. I'm pretty sure they'll change you as a leader and Hoshi-"
"Shut up." He covered my mouth. "That'll never happen."
I swat his hand away and laughed at his reaction. "Okay chill, I was joking. You know, I really love teasing you."
"Hahah, very funny." He rolled his eyes playfully but a smile was forming on his lips.
I wrapped my arms around his neck and hovered myself on top him. He smiled and I sighed, stroking his hair.
"Y/N are you-sH-"
Both of us turned our heads sharply towards the door where Vernon and Seungkwan were standing with jaws dropped. Seungkwan covered Vernon's eyes because he's still young to see these things.
"Yah Hansol! No cursing!" S.Coups exclaimed, chuckling.
"Sorry hyung!"
They walked away, leaving us alone. I looked at my boy, who's already staring at me.
"You know, I'm so lucky that you're mine forever and ever. I don't know what I'll do if you're not here. Nobody can separate us because our love is strong."
"And you'll always be my stupid lover."
"I love you, Y/N."
"Love ya more pabo."
