A World Without You

Chapter 1

Lucy's POV

The wind blew through my hair as I sat in the grass in front of the pond I would always go to with my dad before the...accident. I would always come here in the early mornings to get away from the world, to think and remember my father. I watched as the sun started to rise, it was beautiful all the colours from the sun. It was one of the few things that made me smile.

I continued to watch the sun when my alarm when off saying it was time to go back home and start to make breakfast for my mother.I Sighed and stood from the grass as I made my way back home before my mother got mad.

My mother made me do all the cooking and cleaning in the house, while she just was off getting drunk and sleeping with men all the time. She was a good women once but she broke apart when my Father was killed. She started making me do all the house work when Dad was first killed because she was so depressed and stayed in her room crying all day, I didn't mind back then but that only lasted a year. She started going out for hours coming back only to have a different man with her. It made me sick to see her throw her life away. But I had to do the cooking and cleaning or she would get mad and yell and swear at me, sometimes even hit me.

I got to the house and started making eggs and toast for my mother. I placed her plate on the table with a cup of coffee for the hangover I'm sure she will have. I grabbed the extra piece of toast and look at the time. It was 7:45. Shit. School was at 8 and if I didn't get ready now I would be late. I rushed to my bathroom and put on some light eyeliner and mascara. Once I was done I started walking towards school.

I walked through the hallways on my way the english, I walked past all the people as they woould give me glares and say cruel things. I tried not to listen but like I do every day I find my self listening to the things they say.

"Slut"

"Bitch"

"Whore"

"Fat"

"Your dad is probably happy he's dead so he could be away from you bitch."

I have to admit the last one hurt, it hurt a lot. I looked down as I walked, not wanting people to see that I was crying from all the comments. I was almost to class when someone tripped me and I fell flat on my face. The whole hallway laughed as I cried out in pain. I slowly got up from the floor, wiping my tears and I rushed to class.

As I walked inside I just kept looking down and made my way to my seat at the back of the class. I always sat at the back so I could try to go unnoticed. The back was fine, I didn't mind it and I always did my work so I would keep my grades up.

It was getting near to lunch and I was sitting at the back of math half asleep when the door was swung open and Evan walked in late again. he walked to the back of the class and sat 3 seats over from me. I kept my head down he scared me shitless because he was always beating me up and calling me names. He's the most popular guy in the school ad he's the caption of the football team. I hate him. He looked over at me a smirked and passed a note down the row that stopped at my desk. I looked at the piece of paper and I hesitated to open it but I did

Meet me in the football field after lunch and don't bother eating or trying to run away there is no point.- Evan

I guess that's when it was going to happen today. I sighed I could hear him laughing with his friends about it already. I just wanted to have lunch and get this over with. then bell rang and I bolted out of the class room and got my lunch and went to the back of the school where I always ate. I was thinking about how bad it was going to be today. He always made it worse some days I never understood why he does this to me, It made no sense to me.

I looked at my watch lunch was over in 5 minutes. 5 minutes I knew I was going to be okay. I got up from where I was eating and threw out the lunch I didn't eat and started walking to the football field, I went to the middle and laid down while looking up at the clouds. I started to hear footsteps when I was pulled up to my feet by Evan,

"I though I was going to have to drag you here again but I guess you have started to learn." he chuckled and threw me to the ground harshly. "but that doesn't mean I'll go easy on you" he then kicked me in the stomach none stop until I started to cough up blood.

"Need any help there Evan" it was Evan best friend Will

"Why not" Evan laughed after picking me up and throwing me towards Will. They both continued to kick and punch me I could feel the blood seeping from my skin it was getting to hard to handle.

"Please, please I'm begging you stop!" I cried. I was in so much pain I kept crying and telling them to stop but they never did. I kept taking the hits, my eyes started to blur and then I blacked out.